Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Mess decreases, Faith increases!!

These two weeks were as though a hurricane swept away my life and household. First, my financial crisis came when my school fees cannot be paid by my Dad's CPF. Then followed by the death of my grandma which literally made me lost control of my temper at times and sort of a time of retreat and the lack of rest.

Felt relieved after my financial matters were settled, the funeral is over, the music retreat has ended [it was fun and awesome], the musical ended on a high note for me and meeting up with Peng Chye, made me think through the areas of my life. Whether it is in terms of serving in which ministry, or whether it is in my attitude towards anyone or everyone. Somehow, I felt that putting trust in God is tough but by learning to trust Him, our faith increases.

I had the opportunity to drive the car without my dad's supervision for 1 ride last night around 11 plus. Had 3 rides within 24 hours made me confident of driving whether the supervision of anyone. Sometimes, it's more stressful when you have passengers controlling your thoughts when driving. It is extremely dangerous!! Don't try this on the road. Anyway, I enjoyed riding it and I hope I can drive to school someday.

Finally, the mess period is almost over and all I have to do it to clear the mess and move on. It's gonna be tough but I believe I can do it through Christ who strengthens me and of course with my cell encouraging me to move on. Thanks for the support by attending the wake. I really appreciate those who came and those who send their regards via sms/msn. Thanks a lot!! May God bless you this new year.

Be Blessed!!

1 comment:

History Maker said...

Gracelyn

Thanks for the affirmation. I'm fine and I'm running for the prize. I hope I can be restored by God. I need His strength. Counting down to the new year of new hope, new life and everything new!!

May He bless you richly and sustain you, keep you safe in His midst.

Be Blessed!!