Christmas isn't Christmas!

Christmas day..... 9 years ago, I was born again on Christmas day at St Hilda's Church baptism pool. I'm 9 years old today, 14 years church goer, 24 years old physically. I was with Gabriel and Janice, accompanied by Julian, Kristie, Joline and John at the musical and I was touched by the musical itself.

My grandma passed away yesterday, on christmas eve, and I don't even know her name till recently. I don't even know what she likes and whether she is really my grandma. I was lost in family love and I almost lost hope in that. The musical turned by perspective on this. I decided to really be there for my family even though I turned away from them. I was supposed to be at the wake but I told myself not to be involved or affected. But deep down within, God is shaping me and moulding me.

Through the series of events, I met up with Shen Lynn, Jun Lynn, Julian and Gabriel at Gab's place yesterday afternoon. Stringed Julian's guitar and had great time fellowship with them. After that, I met up with Lynn mei to pass her christmas gift. I'm glad she liked it. Mei, stay strong. I hope that call in the morning was good and continue to stay positive. Passed Joline her gift too and hope she likes her belated bday + christmas present. Nothing much but hope you like the gift. Anyway, thanks to Pastor Jenn for the gift, I really like it alot and appreciate the words on the card. It really encouraged me. Lastly, thanks Cheryl for the card. Appreciate your kindness and presence and a friend and ministry worker.

After the musical, went to Gab's place for refreshment. Then Janice, Gab and I went to Orchard to celebrate Christmas countdown. Oh man, Janice and I were traumatized by the crowd and the possibilities of getting injuried. I can tell you that I was scared that my bag gave way and everything might come off. The celebrations were a bit off hand and I believe there can be fights if not handled properly.

Helped Janice with her christmas gifts near her area and had great fellowship. Then sent her to her friend's place before Gab and I went to Bedok Interchange. Was talking to Lynn mei for almost 40 mins and then return to Gab's conversation with me. Ate breakfast at ard 5 plus just now and came back around 7am. WoW!! It was an awesome Men's talk session now and then.

Christmas isn't Christmas this year. I'm going through the 'in' and 'out' of life and hopefully each time I encounter with problems, I can seek the Lord directly rather than pouring out to my peers only. This Christmas is special and I'll treasure it. Looking forward to tomorrow's Music Ministry Retreat. More updates to come, later in the day.

Stay tuned for more updates and happenings in this season.

Be Blessed!!