Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Life or Death??

Life is really fragile. In a split second, all is stripped away. Death is torturing but can be joyous too. What is truly life? I've endangered my family's lives today. How? I met into a car accident. Something I never expect which happened to me on this very day. Did I pray before I set out? No.

This incident had caused me to think about my life and my surroundings. Dad didn't scold me but he just loved me the way I am. I guess I felt the Father's love but I'm just upset with myself. I'm sure I wanted to avoid that road very much. But in the end, I still choose that path and maybe it was my imagination. Maybe it was a still small voice. But whichever the case is, I'm involved in this accident. That hurt my heart deep within. I guess I'll not be driving till November or maybe wait till I recover from this phobia.

I'm physically fine, my mum and aunt are fine too. I've just caused a big shock within them. They still love me very much. I feel very guilty. Dad's pocket is burnt for my big mistake. All he said was as long as you all are alright. God, the Father, seems to be showing His love on me too. But I just don't know how to respond.

Hope that my licence will not be revoked and it's truly a big lesson learnt. Where would I go if I die? I'm sure I've my fears and I wasn't certain when I was out of the car thinking about this issue. Death is a killer. Jesus died for all our sins.

I wonder is this accident a chance for me to preach the good news? Or is it not?

Be Blessed!

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