Sunday, October 23, 2005

Everyday, it's You I live for!

After Tuesday's music practice, I was sort of thinking about the days to come for this week. Somehow, I've cleared my thoughts and sort out my needs in life. In fact, on Thursday, at cell, I was unable to worship God at first before the worship started. I was leading that day. As I was praying, the Lord impressed on me and convicted me through the process.

We shared without pressure on that Thursday and I felt much more relieved. In any case, this week seems more hectic than the previous one. On Friday, I played the guitar for Evie as she led worship for the youth baptism class. It was a time of refreshing and after that, Peter and I went out for a drink and I was again convicted for some issues in my life.

Focus!!

I was glad that Peter shared with me that I'm a person that has the passion (fuel) to do a lot of things and serve in the ministries. But he added that I lack Focus. I was passion driven more than focus driven. As I was thinking through this, I agreed with him and I continued to share with him about my relationship matters, etc. We ended up talking about someone whom I'm quite close to. But that's not the important thing right now. It was that Friday which changed my perspective about cell, etc. I'm still seeking God for an answer and to direct me to become focus driven with the balance of passion driven life.

Just yesterday, had fun with my Sec 1 youths at East Coast Park. We cycled, bladed, enjoyed the whole afternoon at the park with a wonderful weather provided by our loving Father. Thank God for the beautiful, cool and sunny day!! Had a Lychee feast though. haha. LOL. Anyway, we took quite a fair bit of pics and thanks all for being so sporting and loving!! Will post up the pics soon??

Finally, at the youth service, Pastor Glenn preached about BGR and Love. I'm sure a lot of us are convicted and touched by the message preached. I was really inspired. Though I've reached the eligible age, but guess it's right to wait for God's timing and planning to be pure for my future partner.

Gonna sleep soon. End off here and start my reports in the next few hours' time.

Be Blessed!

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