Today, I went for the 2nd interview where HP assigned. I'm assigned to attend this interview at Bedok Green Secondary School. Yes, that's Aizhen's and Lyna's secondary school. I was really nervous even though I was sure that God will place me there somehow. Met the HP representative and there were 3 interviewers in some way. The VP, H.O.D (IT) and the HP rep were in the room while I'm being interviewed.
After the interview, Fathima (HP Representative) confirmed my place in BGSS. Finally, I'm really not going for anymore interviews. I really feel very stressed. Anyway, Rachel and I went for a late lunch or rather we had dinner at Crystal Jade Kitchen. Really love spending our time together. It's gonna be tough from next week onwards but we'll serve each other coz we simply wanna honour each other and honour God.
During worship at Music Ministry Bible Study today, I felt God speaking to me. There must be more than this. I didn't please Him 100%. I guess songs are simply songs. But what matter most was the worship to Him. I pray that I'll be very real and very obedient each time I lead worship. At times, like what Chris shared, about the 1 Chord track, it's really about soaking into His presence. God spoke to me about my life. My boundaries in life, my worship life, my time with Him. He's a very intimate God. I never felt so touched like today. He spoke to me even when I'm at my weakest. It's the weak that He can make strong.
I truly hear from Him. Now, my questions are..... are You upset with me? are You pleased with the worship we gave? Was it our 100% or not? At the end of the day, I sense His presence and He simply healed me of my hurts. Fear of Man..... I fear not from now. Coz I know He is leading me. Blessings come and they multiply and blessings to others. More and more of You, Lord.
Here I am, use me. Make me, mold me.
Be Blessed!
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