Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Decisions - Life, Relationships & More

Yesterday, late at night, I had to make a difficult choice of declining the offer for studying in Universities. I was only offered SMU as I didn't choose the other two due to location and other reasons, therefore I didn't apply NUS and NTU.

When I first applied SMU, I really wanted to study. But somehow, I just didn't feel peaceful about it and started to look for a job. Currently, I'm still working at WPS and will be thinking of converting to full time. Just a few mins ago, I received a call from ITE. Yeah, the job is teaching support in IT Security and probably will join them once vacancies are opening up early or late next year. For now, I'll work for my boss as promised.

Time passes and Rach (littlelamb) is on her 3rd week in U.S. Clearly, we are not hiding anything from anyone and yes, we are still best of friends, best buddies and many of our friends and mentors are supporting us as individuals geared to the purposes of God. In terms of relationship, it'll not be rushed and thanks for concerning about this. I'm thankful that God really ministered to Rachel and myself, leading us as individuals to grow in Him and through Him, we'll work together for the purposes of the Audience of ONE.

While all these things and challenges are flooding in our lives, I've let it go and let God do what He wants. Making a decision is tough. Especially, for the SMU or Work challenge. Definitely, I'll also decline DSTA's offer as Associate Engineer. Probably stay as an Assistant IT Engineer at WPS till I can work in ITE. Probably, need to work on my habitudes, attitudes, character and my skills.

As I make more decisions in time to come, I'll leave it to God and allow Him to be my advisor in decision making. I pray that I'll be wiser each time I face my challenges.

Be Blessed!

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