Trust Issue!

After putting down the phone with someone, I just felt miserable. I didn't feel peace. Instead, I'm feeling weary. What is the matter with Trust? Humans work similar to computers. To computers, trust basically works in the form of authentication of certificates or a certain form. Can we ever be trusting always?

Interestingly, my name translates itself as Trustworthy on those tags I've seen in Trumpet Praise. But many times, some say I'm trustworthy, some say I'm not. The truth is, I'm not bothered by Man's comments as much as before. I used to be super bothered by it. Today, just only minutes ago, I felt hurt in a way as I've placed my trust in one particular person. I was shaken. Badly shaken. I went to seek solitude and spend time reading a book and talked to God. In my heart, that tugging came.

As I lift it up to my best friend, Jesus, my Lord and Savior, I felt better. Though I'm still slightly upset about it, I hope when I rest, it'll just wear off. Sometimes, it's best to let things go easily. But I guess we go through life with Trust Issues all the time. Questions like..... how to measure trust? is it possible in the first place? trust - what's the measure? what's the criteria for trust? In this world, trust is not really in place anymore. But I pray that it will come a day where trust can be built much easier.

Looks like I'm just grumbling. Remember what Bro Chris Yang shared with me last Sunday. I guess I'll just stop grumbling and arguing. Leave it to the Lord Jesus Christ, my best friend, who will never forsake me, one who will guard my heart and my life.

Seeking for my calling and purpose.

Be Blessed!