Failure to Focus!

Have you ever watch the movie called "Failure to Launch"? I guess many of you might have watched that. For many who knew about it, thanks for the wishes. As I was reading my devotional material, it says..... Direction of Focus.

These semester, I find it a struggle to focus as I have many things to focus. Each time, I failed to focus it as I'm always distracted by many other things. Today, I realized that I'm losing focus of Him. He created me, He loves me, He watches over me, He cries over me, He did everything on that rugged cross. So that, I may be saved. It's a brand new day, a day of celebration, a day of reflection. Nothing can stop me as I know who I serve.

Kenny, 2.5 years back.....
Radical hor?

Though today is a special day, I find it pretty normal and felt like having a break from all the things of this world. Nothing here can make me whole. Even the slightest pleasure will never sustain my livelihood. God, where are you? I know I'm learning a lesson today. I'm downcast but why am I downcast?

My good friend, Huifen
Thanks for being there always.

Everyday, I seem to live life as though tomorrow will always come. In fact, I should be thinking that tomorrow may never come. Why worry about tomorrow when today's trouble is enough to tackle? I believe God is teaching me about 'Focus' in this season of my life. Failure to Focus makes me feel that I'm not putting my best. A little of Him is not enough. I need a spiritual outpouring! Many asked about relationships..... I guess, I'm not fit to be in one and will take a long long time before I get there. Need to refocus to God and check it out!

My best buddy, Justin!
Thanks for being a great brother!

Many people kinda stepped onto my toes lately and I'm changing to be more real, rather more quiet than usual. I'm pretty much a quiet person if someone knows me very well. I wished someone will really know me well. Indeed, I thank God for the many people around me, but I just need someone to be with me. His name is Jesus.

It's me, the bubbly me.....

I thank God for making me this day, 25 years ago, for never forsaking me, never abandoning me. I ask for forgiveness if I've pissed anyone especially this few days. I hope all is fine. Anyway, I hope I'll enjoy the Flame Awards tonight. Not gonna really be in a retro rock look. Just some plain look today.

My love, My life!
The place I belong & serve.

Simmered down, I guess I wanna focus on the right things in my life now. Looks like there'll be lots of changes soon, lots of fun, and I hope I'll never let go of God's hands.

To God be the glory.

Be Blessed!

In God's Love,
History Maker