Sunday, June 25, 2006

Recovery In Progress, Not Rest In Peace (R.I.P)

Woke up at 12pm today and started my day's work by replying emails. Recalled that I've been missing my time with God. Somehow, I felt inferior and the more I feel that way, the more I should oppose. Coz I know the truth and it will set me free.

Rested throughout the day and tried reading the book I've borrowed for my Final Year Project (FYP). I did a setup for the RFID device and clear my room a little. Now, my room looks like a lab cum store room and also my bedroom. It's a typical guy's room I guess. Anyway, I got back my results for IT Security and Management and I got a C+ this time round. I paused and started thinking. Am I really focused? Did I really study and do my best? Was I a good steward? Am I neglecting God? Am I spending enough time with Him?

Suddenly, I just think about everything. Grades isn't everything. But I really hope to maintain my grades since I really did very well last year. I've been sick and grown tired over this period of time. I really hope that God will restore my health and that I can restore our relationship. I guess it's evident that I've not been spending time at home and maybe it's the chance to and spend more time with God.

Hope I'm not going to have that "Rest In Peace" attitude. Coz I'm not on the verge to my grave yet. Lord, restore unto me, the joy of my salvation.

Be Blessed!

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