Came back home ard 2am.. and felt everything was doing great.. Met my mentees from Siling Secondary yesterday, went for music practice, sound check, sec 1 cell, youth service, dinner with cell, movies..... wah!! never feel so great!!
Yesterday's sermon was great.. was asked why I didn't went up for alter call.. tot of doing so but I didn't want to at this time I guess.. I didn't feel broken at all.. Maybe I'm lying or maybe I'm half-awake..
Broken.. That gave me a thought to write today.. It's been with me for many years..
Till..... I fell off this chair juz now.. couldn't believed tat I fell off a chair tat has been wif me for ages!! anyway, this is how I feel..... broken.. like this chair.. holding on to so much.. on my own.. it's time to really give it all up to the Lord.. My dad screamed at me juz now in the car.. I remembered wat Pastor Darren said.. so I kept my cool and in my heart, told God how painful it is..
Anyway, my mum finally bought her bday present today.. as for my laptop batt.. which failed me and I sent it for repair.. it's beyond repair.. my dad is sponsoring me the batt.. it means I've to take care of it.. better this time.. learn from mistakes..
I guess the broken chair really helped.. God is really teaching me.. i prefer a still small voice.. haha.. guess the physical realm helped even more significantly.. haha..
What history will you make today?? thx PC for always asking me tat.
Tat's all.. do leave me a comment for my entry k??
In His Love,
Kenny Ong
"What History did you make today??"
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