Had my driving test an hour ago.. my heart was pounding like crazy.. i thank God for my cell who have always been so supportive, encouraging.. Guess wat?? i failed the test.. I've got 32 points.. ~ was supposed to be 12 (for ur info)..
As I was looking at the score sheet tat my instructor passed me earlier on, i could sense something telling me.. beware of the striking of kerb.. as u all might know, striking a kerb costs ya 10 points.. guess wat?? do the math urself.. u'll figure it out..
I've learnt something today as I draw closer to getting my license.. for ur info, all my testers are really lenient and cool.. it wasn't the malay tester anymore.. he was transferred back to HQ.. God is really looking after me.. the tester said.. I didn't rush ya.. Take ur time.. it reminded me of Jesus, my Lord telling me.. My precious son, I'm not rushing ya to grow.. take ur time.. watch and pray..
I called my asst cell leader right after my test.. was not feeling ultra sad.. but was feeling disappointed.. but something in me kept telling me.. grades doesn't matter.. it's who u pursue.. i realised as i pursue Him, as I chase after Him and capture His heart, He will listen to me and grant me His blessings, etc.. sometimes He does bless me without me pursuing Him.. but is this wat i really want??
As I came so close to my success, it shows me how often we used our physical strength to tackle the problem.. today, i left it to the Lord when PC msged me and said put ur confidence in Him.. I'm sure tat this lesson left me a deep impression and shows me tat I'm not exactly ready.. yet..
I'll continue to pursue Him.. He knows my faults, my wrongs, my sins.. As I seek Him for repentance, I wanna be reflective of my doings and be a reflector of Jesus Christ, my Lord, Redeemer and Father..
Thank you for the prayers.. to my gathering of the peas.. I love you all!!
In His Love,
Kenny Ong
"Jesus looks at the heart, not at your grades or achievements."
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