Since Sunday, I had a hard time sleeping and each day, I have to keep watch of my life. Every night or rather morning, I sleep at 4am and this is crazy. FYP is driving me nuts I think. If not, relationships actually kills me. Putting it aside, I felt really relaxed. Feeling very vexed and troubled, I finally give it up to God and I think He will bring it to light and provide me everything that I need.
Went to SMU to matriculate and the admin building is super nice! Shuan and I were like..... WOW! If RP would be that great hor..... LOL. Wondering why would SMU students be so nice to serve us? Coz they are paid like $8/hr just for this matriculation. LOL. =) I believe I'll take this opportunity to serve God and reach out to people coz they need JESUS! Happy on the outside but I'm still a little upset on the inside. Relationships usually hurt people the most. They can also bless many too. But I know my best friend will never hurt me. And that's why everyone needs Jesus!
Shuan & my SMU card
LOL! Isn't it nice? I hope so.....This card is RFID enabled! Tested and proven!
Took some photos of Shuan & my SMU access card. I look quite dumb lor. But in any case, this is the only card that I really had a great smile on my face and cannot really see my eyes. LOL. We reach SMU at 2:30pm and left around 6:30pm. LOL. Student Lounge is big (only at SIS - School of Info Systems). Looks like I'll enjoy SMU for the next 4 months.
Many things aside, I'll be concentrating my energy on the most precious things. Relationships such as BGR will have to put aside till my heart is fully ready, though I have someone in my mind and I feel that it's her. But I guess let God be the centre of my decisions. I'm tired of being the one running my own life without full surrender to the Lord Jesus, my best friend and soulmate.
After a night of discussions for the FYP, Shuan left my place with a big bag of equipment and stuff. Bro, sorry for the domain thingy..... =( but all is doing well. We'll be doing our FYP and endure the tiredness for the next 20+ days.
Love you, Jesus! You are so awesome. Thanks for those who cares for me. I love you all! Esp Justin and Cheryl!
Be Blessed!
2 comments:
Woah, I see my name. You're very welcome, friend. Whatever you're going through, know that surrendering everything to Him is the best. Even relationships. I hope you do feel better real soon. :)
-cheryl
cheryl,
thx for the effort and time. honored to be your friend. felt better but I guess nothing beats than having friends like u.
=hugs=
be blessed!
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