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Welcome to my NEW BLOG @ MobileMe

2008-10-12T15:47:00.002+08:00

Hey all,

I know I've not been really blogging for a long while. I've moved my current blog from here to http://historymaker.tk - It has been a great journey at Blogspot.

Thanks for visiting my blog for the past 4 years.

Be Blessed!

Transformation: School of Supernatural Worship & Arts

2008-08-29T09:20:00.008+08:00

Finally, the Transformation conference that I was looking forward to, came to past and now what? During this week, I felt a bit lost. I guess it's the so-called after all these impartation, where to go and what do I do with it? Been searching my heart and asking whether I'm willing to give God my 100%. If yes, how do I get activated consistently?

During the entire week of Transformation, God really gave me a wake up call to re-instill His heart for worshippers, His heart for the lost, His heart for the nations and His heart for a heart-cry song from each and everyone of us. I've learnt new stuff and revelation upon certain topics and best of all, it really turned my world upside down. As deep as it can hurt, I believe it's gonna be worth it. I went up for prayer and this is the moment of my life.

Transformation.....

Renee Cooper prayed for me and with me and I was amazed at what she prayed about. The most memorable moment is when she spread my hands as if I was flying. Best of all, she didn't even know that in the morning, I had a similar experience with the Lord, flying around during the worship time when we were on stage for intercession. And I know the Lord took away my hurts in that instant when she was praying for me. WOW!

Renee praying for Gee Yean kor

Rachel & Renee Cooper

Dan McCollam (Dano) prayed for me as well. As he was praying, he gave two tough words but good for me to move on. He prayed that I'll never ever go dry again. And he didn't know that I was going through a dry season. He prayed that I'll go deep and dig deeper wells to retrieve water for the season thus I'll not go dry again. Then, as for song writing, he prayed that I'll write songs into intimacy with God. Most people would write songs out of the intimacy with God aka their relationship with God. But in this case, I guess I'm going to learn by writing till I'm in the intimacy with the living God. I find it amazing at how God brought these people to bless the church.

Dano & Kenny

Joey Curtin & Cheryl Tan

Finally, at the end of each day of the conference, I feel that God is giving new piece of revelation for the supernatural and I'm learning to piece them together with my friends. :P Be sure to hear a song soon and it just amazes me. Lord, take over and have full control.

Be Blessed!

God gives and takes away.....

2008-07-09T01:39:00.001+08:00

This 1 whole week - I was reminded by God abt this..... that He gives and takes away. Last Friday, at SMU cell, when Bob shared and this statement came by, it was as though the entire earth paused and all I felt was..... God's assurance that when He give, He really gives..... but when He takes it away, will I still praise Him as usual?

I came to the point that I had to surrender my rights. Yes, my entire rights to my everything. On Saturday, when Chris shared from Job..... God spoke thru my heart again. This time, I simply fell to my knees knowing that I just needed God to take away all my rights. Still, it's tough but yes, it's easier when we are a step nearer to the end of the race.

What comforts me most is that He gives the best (to His knowledge of coz) and takes what is not good for us (which we sometimes think is good)..... I just want to thank God for the wonderful practice we had, the wonderful job He has provided, the wonderful life He created me to be.

Be Blessed!

The Great Buffet

2008-07-01T20:35:00.002+08:00

Isaiah 58 - "Shout it aloud, do not hold back. Raise your voice like a trumpet. Declare to my people their rebellion and to the house of Jacob their sins.

As I was reading the 40 days prayer booklet in office today, it was talking about selecting our 'food' in terms of what we like to read or listen. 'Food' in this case refers to the Word. Are we treating it like the great buffet? How often that we love to flip through the pages in our bible and read only the things we want to see and how often when God speaks to us, we only choose to listen parts where we love most?

PRAY!

Our generation need to listen. We often conveniently get rid of things we don't like. So today, allow the Holy Spirit to search our hearts. Start this season with the right posture. Let us reflect on our personal walk with the Lord.

Choose to grow deep in God. Learn the finest art of prayer: Listening. Let our ears be sensitive to hear and understand. Allow the Holy Spirit to teach us today and forevermore.

Be Blessed!

Amazed...yet it is only the Beginning of a wonderful journey

2008-06-14T01:29:00.002+08:00

Today has been an eventful one, from traveling all the way down to get guitar strings and something called an pedal adapter? Then traveling home...I really enjoy being in the West (Queensway in particular) as it is really convenient to town and all the shops that you can find all that you need in one area. Used to take 1 hr plus to travel down from Pasir Ris now, it is halved and I'm really thankful for the bus stop just right below my unit.

The weather has been rather uncomfortable...the heat makes me feel unease, sticky, headache, you name it. Ya, I guess that's how my dad feels when he returns to Singapore from China each time. Anyway, the most memorable part has to be at cell tonight as Shaun led us to a time of soaking. It never fails to usher in God's presence, through His Holy Spirit. Yes, the Holy Spirit is a person, Him not it. Ya, when He comes, it is so comforting and He always carries the burdens off my shoulders and upon Him. =)

Also, something amazing is that I finally took courage and went over to pray for someone in my cell that the Holy Spirit was speaking too. However, it was only after that I knew. But by faith, I decided that it is better to bless than to retain the oil of annointing from the Holy Spirit who was ministering around. Prior to this, I saw in my heart's eye that Jesus was walking around the room and just placing his hand upon each one of us. So I stood up and went over to release God's love and blessings. The speaking of tongues has always been a controversial subject, but the Bible says that it is one of the many Gifts of the Holy Spirit and gifts are meant for our good! =) God is a father who gives Good gifts and the gift of tongues is one that greatly encourages and uplifts my inner being as a reminder of His presence in me. What a wonderful assurance of God who is my constant companion, 24/7!

My joy runneth over...oh that the world may know this wonderful joy that comes from a relationship with Daddy God, Jesus and Holy Spirit.

Be blessed,
Littlelamb (aka Rachel)

Amazing God!

2008-06-09T18:59:00.003+08:00

I belong to an amazing God who knows what's best for His sons and daughters.

Prince Caspian & Dinner@Viz

2008-06-03T23:00:00.004+08:00

Wow! Had a long week since last Mon..... it was a great week as Rach and I had our last vocal lesson, then had Worship Practice, met Bev, met Chris and Nat with Rach, had Young Adults cell outing, the busiest week ever..... not to mention Sat and Sun..... On Sat, had medical checkup as requested by my insurance agent, dim sum then sound check and service, etc. Sun, we had meeting at Yi Sin's place then watched Prince Caspian @ Great World City.

Thereafter, we had dinner@Viz Holland (Rach's place), Rach and I cooked for the 5 of us. Beth, Aure and Dom and us enjoyed the night with a simple meal. Cooked pasta and had ice cream and of coz learned a little piano thingy from Aure. =P Cooking with Rach is simply enjoying.

It's party time!

Looks nice?

Rach, Beth & Aure
Feast!

Dom & Kenny

Ice Cream

It was a busy week but fulfilling. Lord Jesus, bless this week as I work through the tough times and keep me healthy.

Be Blessed!

Surprises!

2008-05-29T22:41:00.007+08:00

Let's start from today..... I surprised my dearest! Yeah, she was really shocked when I was at her doorsteps. And that moment was classic. As a couple, we kinda know our moody times and it's during these moments that we cheer each other up. After the surprise, we went to meet Chris and Nat for dinner @ Taiwan Porridge at Bukit Timah.

Yesterday, I met Bevelry and I'm also surprised that we took almost 3 hours catching up. Happened to bump into Yvonne, my secondary schoolmate. Anyway, Bev and I really had a great time at TCC and of course catching up. We were so busy till we didn't meet for the longest time. Here are some crazy pics as usual.

Oh yeah..... on Monday, it was our last vocal lesson but what's best was I'm amazed that I can sing very very loud. Louder than what I can imagine. =)

Be Blessed!

Cheapest Lunch & Expensive Jap Food

2008-05-23T00:34:00.005+08:00

Here's some updates..... today or rather yesterday afternoon (since now it's Friday), my colleagues and I had lunch at Bedok South Market and guess what? I had my cheapest meal of the entire 2 months in UIC. =) Yong Tau Foo - Laska for just S$1.70 and coconut drink for S$0.60!

S$1.70 Laska with more than 7 ingredients.

Just on Wednesday, Rach and I celebrated our 10th month being together. I was really fun. Got some presents and also free gifts (spa voucher, Lijiang Sina Hotel - 4D3N stay and a watch) and then we went to our favourite pasta place at Cineleisure. =) that was our lovely night.

At Rach's place on Sunday night..... before Overnight Prayer.

Then last Friday, GY Kor, Rach and I went to Rach's mum's Japanese restaurant and we had a great time eating Japanese food. It's been a while since we talked about it and therefore we went over to try out since Rach says it's nice. I'm quite impressed. =) Thereafter, we walked a little to get cheesecakes and treated them to that since the Jap meal was treated by Rach's mum. Supposed to be my treat but oh well.....

Rach and the Soba! :)

Soba and meat!

Nice?

BEEF!!!!!

Salmon Sashimi!

Fresh fish..... and beef.

And some weeks ago, my buddies took this photo at Spize. Don't they look like the Worship Ministry Loan Shark? LOL!

Nat & Justin
Our Worship Ministry "Loan Shark"

Welcome to UIC Technologies.....
8 fishes..... "FA FA FA" (Chinese)

And yes! Finally, this is one of my favourite pics. UIC Tech's fish tank. Enjoy k?

Be Blessed!

Tim Sum @ Geylang?

2008-05-15T20:55:00.006+08:00

TIM SUM! This is so hilarious! Since on Tuesday, I had nothing on as I'm not on for service this Sat, I wanted to ask Cheryl out for dinner. Didn't check my sms but I was intending to ask her for dinner and since she asked, I suggested that we visit Justin as well as eat @ Geylang. =) Justin brought us and we ate at that place..... dunno where lah.

We chatted and discussed many stuff till 10+ and it was one of the most memorable days for us coz we haven't been updating each other for a long time! We had so much fun and food..... and of coz the unglam photos..... and after that, the fried oysters and carrot cake.

Be Blessed!

AGVA Style Council Laptop Bag

2008-05-10T03:10:00.009+08:00

I've been searching for a new bag. Though I wanted a haversack or backpack, it seems that I don't really have much choice now. I'm given a bag by RippleVox! Thanks RippleVox for assigning this assignment to me. Now, I got a free laptop bag and it's trendy! I'm testing it as my assignment. Gonna bring it to work for the next few days as my trial.

Style Council - Cool right?

Open up.....

AGVA logo (opening for laptop & clothing case)

For laptop.

This is my first time testing bags. Previously, I tested the Cable Modem trial (10 years ago?) and also the iMode by Starhub and many others. Too bad, never got selected for Nokia trials by HardwareZone. Anyway, RippleVox has been kind enough to assign us with many activities. Hope to hear from them more. Waiting for NFC (near field communications) trial, iPhone trial (i wish!) and others (hopefully IT products review).

Loads of space to put stuff!

Just realize this extra zip. =)

Back of the bag has extra compartment too!

When it is hanged, looks cool. =)

Yet to test it but am posting pictures of my new bag. Anyway, I'll be going to meet some other people regarding this bag. If you wanna go, just inform me. I'll see if arrangements can be made. The name of this program is quite cool. AGVA Style Council. =P Will try to fit my MacBook Pro later today. Probably will stuff my camera, bible, notepad, K800, LG KS20, etc! It's really big and compact.

I'll post more pictures regarding my bag with my friends during this weekend. =P Cheers, RippleVox & AGVA.

Be Blessed!

3G iPhone or KS20? May Day & Mother's Day?

2008-05-06T22:55:00.009+08:00

iPhone has been around for a year and coming in Sept 08, it'll come to Asia. Just waiting for the 3G iPhone to be launched. Meanwhile, on Labour Day, Rachel and I went for movies at 4am. We watched Iron Man. It was the first time we watched a movie in the early morning and it was fantastic. Looking at ourselves just bring us to the purpose of this friendship and relationship.

After that we watched the sunrise together. Not much of a sunrise but I guess it was great. We've always wanted to watch the sunrise together and now we got a chance. Waited till 10am before my surprise came. Yes, finally, I got the chance to get rid of my Nokia E65 (rusted keypad?!) and at 11+am, I received my LG KS20! (not the iPhone yet)

Sunrise.....

Kenny & Rachel

God's Sunrise..... Look at the rays.....

Beautiful!

Figured this out yesterday. It worked!

Tried out some cool software and threaded sms on the WM6 (Windows Mobile 6) using PocketCM. And with the S2U2 (Slide 2 Unlock 2), it look like a partial iPhone. Basically, I'm just trying out to make my LG KS20 look different. No way will it be compared to an iPhone. For now, I'm just trying to program stuff into WM6 and probably iPhone OS X.

S2U2

'iPhone' on the LG KS20

Windows Mobile 6 - 'Today' Screen

LG Sidebar Interface

After the wonderful time of getting the KS20 up, on last Sat, Justin and I went out to chill and later on, I went for Family - Mother's Day dinner, with the extended family at Kallang LeisurePark. Had Japanese food and it was alright only. Anyway, had fun trying out my phone and its camera. Still getting used to the KS20. When will the 3G iPhone come? =)

My Mum with my Aunts.

Looking forward, I guess I'm satisfied for now till the 3G iPhone comes. Till then, it's me and my work at UIC. It's fun. Trust me.

Be Blessed!

Radio Rodeo?

2008-04-20T01:55:00.002+08:00

I've been wanting to get myself a radio cum CD player (ya, I know CDs are going to be obselete already), still I treasure the memories when I would blast worship songs as I studied for my exams or did my homework. Somehow, it gives me a sense of focus and being enveloped by God's promises and love.

As usual though, cheepo me would get the cheapest possible radio, CD player. However, Kenny surprised me by this fabulous player. My indecision was such that I could not bear to buy it though I needed it and the features were really great. The bass was beautiful...What can I say... but thanks dearest for helping me make a wise decision! =)

Been blessed...

Littlelamb

My UIC Journey - It's U (You) I C (See)!

2008-04-16T00:20:00.004+08:00

Before talking about the journey, I was reading this and I know God has placed me in this place for a season and a reason. =) It's HIM that I see..... As I begin to walk in that anointing, I realize that God is putting in me a heart for prayer. To set my lifestyle deeply in love with Him and Him alone.

This came to me for a few weeks already.....
1 The Spirit of the Lord God is on Me, because the Lord has anointed Me to bring good news to the poor. He has sent Me to heal the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and freedom to the prisoners;
2 to proclaim the year of the Lord's favor, and the day of our God's vengeance; to comfort all who mourn,
3 to provide for those who mourn in Zion; to give them a crown of beauty instead of ashes, festive oil instead of mourning, and splendid clothes instead of despair. And they will be called righteous trees, planted by the Lord, to glorify Him.

As I was asking God whether I'll get my namecards and access card today, the phone rang. It's my colleague, Lynda, and she said, it's ready! =) I guess God is really with me when I am talking to myself. Anyway, it's been almost 3 weeks and I met new friends, colleagues, who are very interesting. In fact, I'm surviving well and learning to be wise and loving. Here's my cards and I look so..... =P

My Access Card.....

My NEW namecard!

Need any IT services? Email me!

Anyway, it's time to rest and all I wanna say is..... It's U (You - Jesus) I (Kenny) C (See). Jesus, it's You I See (focus my eyes on Him). I'm truly blessed!

Be Blessed!

Anointing. Walk in the Anointing.

2008-04-09T23:44:00.003+08:00

For this entire month of March and now April, I've been receiving word of affirmation in regards to walking in the anointing. I wonder what it really means. As I wait upon the definition of that, Justin wrote me an email of what he "saw".

He "saw" the anointing on me when I was relating to him abt the overnight prayer when I invited Hannah and Gee Yean for prophetic painting. And Juz mention abt the anointing to INCLUDE people and INFLUENCE people for a season. He sense that walking in the anointing refers to the area of Prayer Ministry.

As I slowly read the email, I felt comforted and I know that God is really pacing me. Hope to get more insights for this. And waiting for Juz to send me the definitions for anointing. It's gonna be fun!

Be Blessed!

Blessings & Giving Thanks!

2008-04-02T19:21:00.002+08:00

Today's my 2nd day of work @ UIC Technologies. My boss is really nice and he's the best role model since he gotta teach me many things. I really salute him! =) He came to help me with the cables which is my 1st time after ITE days. Those Ethernet cables are so messy in that small room. Thank God for that small room and only 2 server rack. Wait till we tidy up the server room. Oh, that one is messier!

Boss was mentioning about S$35 of mobile phone allowance since I'm not taking the company's hp. =) Hope this will come true coz it'll cover my other line. Looks like I'll keep the line after all. Anyway, I'm waiting for my pay to come. Didn't know that it's so needed till I look at my so-so pathetic savings I've got. And this month is Mum's birthday, not only her but also Chris and Alina. =) Wonder if Chris is thinking of a MacBook or an iPhone. Anyway, I guess he just want to get over exams for now.

My other colleague, Santhy, is sick today. I was alone in the MIS room. With a can of root beer after lunch. It's only the 2nd day and I'm eating alone. Hope to have time to mingle with more people and get more inputs and learning processes. =) Things seem to stabilize quite a lot when my boss is around. I guess I just need to have that attitude of never say die or never think it's impossible. Just have to be wise in my verbal and non-verbal cues. Yeah! Gonna bathe now and wait for mum before dinner is served (bought dinner back).

Just wanna thank God for great colleagues, friends and blessings that are along the way. Also wanna thank my lovely gf, Rachel, for her support. And not forgetting the list..... Justin, Joycelin, Aurelia, Lynn, Chris, Nathania, Gee Yean, Jenn, Hannah, Beth (Elizabeth) and many others..... Ho Wai, Franco, Charissa and so on and so forth. =P so naggy sia. Anyway, you all have been a great blessing to me. Really!

Will upload some photos if I can find time. =P

Be Blessed!

New Job @ UIC Technologies - April Fool?

2008-04-01T20:14:00.003+08:00

Yes, it's not an April Fool's joke. It's my 1st day of work today on 1st April 2008 (while M1 celebrates their 11th anniversary). I'm working at UIC Technologies as MIS (Management Information Systems) Administrator as of today. Work's been quite neutral at this moment. But I find things are gonna get better along the way. Currently, I feel that everything seemed the same as normal like my other job. But the difference is that over here, the pressure is more hands-on while at HP, there isn't much direction.

In my department, there is only my Boss and one other colleague. But in the overall picture, the company is huge. =) Gotten my temp access card today and many other items as well. Gotta work real hard for this job. It's interesting as I talked to God while working. I was wondering if I can get name cards like my previous job. Then..... my boss said, fill this up for your name cards. I was like..... God, are you hiding somewhere? (duh! He's everywhere!)

Anyway, ended the day well and went to take passport photo for my access card. Got all the things I need for work. Gonna sleep early tonight. I'm yawning! =)

It's gonna be fun tomorrow. Laying cables for PCs and printers, etc. And most importantly, maintaining the servers. Fun!

Be Blessed!

Walking In The Light

2008-03-29T10:40:00.003+08:00

As interesting as it can be, yesterday some of us went to the airport to send the HIP team off. One word came flashing in my mind, "Blessed!". And I guess God's "Blessed!" is going to Thailand to bless His people for His kingdom to reign. After sending them off, Gee Yean and I went to ECP Macs to talk discuss about Prayer Ministry and also a personal mentoring session and many sharing and updates along the way. He also shared some stuff which I never expect to hear. But it was good.

Then Hannah mei came and we were supposed to go cycle but felt that it was too rushed. So we decided to continue talking and resting. Went to pick Rach and Cheryl up from Suntec and Raffles City. Reached church at 6pm for Prophetic Art - Soaking! It was great. And brought Rach, GY and Hannah for the first time and they were blessed! =)

I happen to paint abt light. And this reminds me that we were once in darkness but now am in light in the Lord. Walk as children of light! =)

Preparing for PSP now. Gotta prepare to go church later. =)

Be Blessed!

Outpouring of God's Love!

2008-03-23T12:08:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, I was busy since 8am, going down to SATA to get my X-Ray done. It was fast and Rach thought I 'bluff' her. LOL! After that we went for breakfast at Bugis and went to M1 to sign up a new line for myself. Then, we had to go down to Paragon as my new line and existing line needs to be reconfigured in such a way that I can use Multi-SIM on my new one.

Met Justin @ Esteler77 for lunch with our favourite dish..... yeah, the one with banana, cheese and choc chip. Back to yesterday evening where the main storyline is. I had never much experienced the love of God flooding into me and seeing visions with people confirming them on the spot. I was right at the front of the throne of God and God was giving me something. I couldn't understand it and I don't know what it is. Then later on, I felt the Father's embrace. And before that, it was pitch dark. At that point in time, I thought the lights were off. No! It was really pitch dark. No one was in front of me. And I felt I was like Saul when he lost his sight. Then GY kor was praying about light and suddenly, just a second before he released the word, light came into my eye, reflecting and beaming into that darkness.

Then followed by the crying and pain (by the way, I had very uncomfortable chest pains recently), I broke down and wailed! Never had I ever imagine or did that in my life. I was just crying and weeping. Till the prayer of releasing chains and I saw my heart, bounded with chains and was released from the bondages in my life. Love started to flow through again and I felt restored.

There were many words of affirmation and now my back is restored and I'm able to sit up straight. I heard about maturity, identity, wisdom, blessings and many more. Those words sank deep into my heart and Ho Wai released the word from James 3:17 - "But the wisdom from above is first pure, then peace-loving, gentle, compliant, full of mercy and good fruits, without favoritism and hypocrisy." And immediately, I felt Him flowing through me. And I drank from the river of God. Felt super restored and my 'tank' seems bigger for more to be filled up!

Let it be God, the Father, Saviour of the World, Redeemer of the Lost embrace each and everyone of us. To seek His face and to know Him evermore from now till eternity.

Be Blessed!

Youth Overnight Prayer

2008-03-21T18:19:00.002+08:00

Yesterday night till this morning, we had a wonderful time enjoying the Lord's presence. For 7 hours, we had the chance to do a mini, fast version of the mosaic tabernacle. But I believe that doing one will take days! LOL! Anyway, we had fun as we prayed for each other and the spirit was moving and sweeping through us.

Plans changed but we were as usual, knowing that the Lord has it best for us. I really enjoyed the night. But didn't felt well in the morning. So I slept since 10am to abt 5pm, a whole 7 hours! It restored my strength. But interestingly, I found out that I cannot eat too much in the morning. =) I went to the toilet more than twice. Anyway, I met God during the prayer and it was comforting.

Today marks the 8th month that Rach and I went through as a couple. It is also significant as we serve in Prayer Ministry. =) Hope to really build this up. God has a purpose and I wanna to pursue Him who holds the key to my destiny.

Be Blessed!

iCamp 2008 + Updates

2008-03-17T00:11:00.003+08:00

iCamp 2008 started on Monday with the leaders and it was the beginning of understanding many things that are happening. Justin and I went to serve the leaders as they begin to work together at iCamp. For the 1st time, I guess we felt that God is teaching us new things to realize.

Anyway, it was a hectic but fun week. Justin and I were there since Monday till Wed while Shan Yu was leading on Friday. Though I have not heard many reports but I guess what struck me the most was the session on Wednesday when I facilitated the session. As I led the song, Saturate, I felt that God was just flooding us with His love and the entire place was simply covered with Him. Roy was playing and I felt each note he plays brought a sense of anointing.

I felt that the week simply passed me by. Saw Sarah-Ann aka Sister after my visit to the doc (medical checkup) for my new job. Coz we wanted to catch up and I walked back from my doc (which is above my new workplace) to her place and then to my place. It's amazing. And if I have another chance to, I might do that every Friday or Wed? =)

Been struggling with many things that God seems to surface it out for me and I'm glad. On Sat, my cell (Poly Cell) went for lunch together at Waraku Restaurant. The food is so-so lah. But alright lah. Was looking forward to the fellowship rather than the food. Anyway, this coming week is Overnight Prayer. I believe that God will visit us as we prepare our hearts to meet Him.

More updates to come and more blessings as usual!

Be Blessed!

IT Show 2008

2008-03-06T23:41:00.002+08:00

IT Show 2008..... not that interesting and lesser people. Don't know why. Anyway, went around to look for printers. Canon, HP and Brother. Didn't look at Epson though. Looking for Wireless/Ethernet printer with 2-sided printing. Currently, the one that attracts me is the S$199 HP Wireless printer which doesn't provide duplex automatic printing. =( but it's the most affordable printer amongst the few.

Stock-taking in school is almost done. Just pray hard that God will bring me through this season. Gotta go and rest soon. Probably will go IT Show to check it out again before getting the printer. =)

HP, Canon or Brother? All are MAC compatible! =P

Be Blessed!

You Won My Heart!

2008-02-25T22:38:00.002+08:00

And You won my heart..... and You won my heart! Jesus won my heart. Last Thursday, I went for an interview. I thought I would not pass the interview. On Friday, I was offered the job. Today, I went over to take up the offer. =)

LOL! I'll update more on the progress. For now, I guess He has won my heart yesterday even as I led worship, I realized that His love for me is always so heartfelt. Yes, He won my heart. Now I can trade these ashes in for beauty. And I can wear forgiveness like a crown. And coming to kiss the feet of mercy and I lay every burden down..... at the foot of the cross.

You won my heart long time ago. Now, You have 'stolen' my heart.

Be Blessed!

Happy 7 Months!

2008-02-21T20:11:00.002+08:00

7 months..... Rachel and I have been together for quite a while. Oh yeah, we've known each other for a year plus. =) I've also been working for 7 months. Can't wait to get my bonus! Oh, today is a special day. Results of the balloting for new flats. I got hold of a place! Hope I can get the place I really want.

7 seems to be a nice, complete number. =) Anyway, work's been challenging. Seeking the Lord for renewed purpose, blessing people and hope to find myself, the true self in Jesus. Loving my new journey.

Be Blessed!

Our 1st Valentine's Day, Rach!

2008-02-14T23:18:00.002+08:00

In the morning, I was waiting for the surprise to SURPRISE her. LOL! The surprise were the Sunflowers that I ordered and finally, the day that it's delivered came. I can imagine the shock but yet full of joy moment. Knowing her, she might go 'Huh?' Flowers for me? LOL!

We went to Fish & Co at the Glass House. It was amazing that we had our dinner at the 2nd floor as I've thought so. We came around 6pm++ to avoid the massive crowd. When we left at 7:30pm, there was a long queue. Thank God we came earlier. Had a great meal and we went PS to see see look look. Was eying this Sharp 19" LCD TV and it's on offer. And Rach like it too. =)

I probably will give it a shot tomorrow and check it out at Tampines. It's quite a good offer and I guess Rach and I always have the same taste. I'm really happy to see her smile a lot today. I hope we can grow a lot more as a couple this year. And I believe we can do it.

Looking forward to YES4. Never been unloved. Jesus is the answer to that. =) And I'm really blessed to be in the embrace of Jesus.

Once again, Happy V'day to all friends! (I know Chris and Nat had their fun!)

Be Blessed!

CNY + Cell OutReach = YES!

2008-02-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

Chinese New Year was great and it's my first time giving my mum, grandma, sis and godma - ang baos since I'm working. I'm truly blessed as I received quite a handful and took some out to bless the cell for the outreach! Ordered sashimi and I guess we enjoyed it totally.

I'm really blessed by the many events that happened along the way and it simply shows that God is in control as usual. Hadi and Dina came for the Outreach and spent time with my cell and I'm blessed coz it's the first time I'm inviting him to a church event. Had the opportunity to pray for both of them and blessed them with the blessings thingy.

The food was great, the company was great. What else can I wish for? Now? LOL! Just waiting for tomorrow V'day and YES on Sat! =) Will be uploading photos shortly. Or view them at http://www.facebook.com/photos.php?id=544346964

Be Blessed!

Happy Chinese New Year

2008-02-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Best wishes to all! Happy Chinese New Year. As of now, I'm kinda sick and quite burdened. I wonder if anyone got some happy juice to share? Anyway, I had a wonderful dinner prepared by my mum and I overturned my room today. It's a mess right now. *sigh*

I've been upset for the entire day. Including now. Just got upset for no reason. Maybe my closest friends are just not sensitive enough. Or maybe they aren't really close after all. Anyway, I'm just grumbling. Back to the happy things..... Oh yeah, I'm happy that I threw many items that I hardly bear but now, it's easier and much lesser junk than before.

For the 1st time, I did housework from the time I woke up till now. I guess it's more relaxing than any other activities. I wonder how I'll survive through the next few days. Really wonder how.

Be Blessed!

Challenging Week + Corporate Prayer!

2008-01-26T01:51:00.000+08:00

The more I think abt this week, the more I'm amazed. I kinda got into a quarrel with my boss and many misunderstanding took place. In fact, I was almost so mad that I felt like quitting. But there's an assuring voice telling me that it's alright. I made peace with my boss and other colleagues that I kinda had problems with.

Just a few hours ago at Corporate Prayer, a few of us were at the Prophetic Art section and amazingly, Joycelin mei and I had the same vision and painted quite similar stuff. =) While Tass did an interesting painting which involves the cross too! Many of the paintings somewhat referred back to the cross.

Gap between the living and the dead.....
Jesus filled the gap.

Hands.....

Chris led us into a time of worship and what a great start by the youth ministry. =) I find that today's painting was kinda interesting as I've seen some of them came into my mind. As we were praying, I asked God how to paint and draw a 3D cross, etc.

God led me to the part of Jesus filling the gap between the living and the dead, our past into the future. =) I'm so happy to see so many other youths. Just find it pure joy.

Be Blessed!

Miracle - Real & Heartfelt!

2008-01-22T00:31:00.000+08:00

Just hours ago at work, I encountered a tough situation. I forgot about an invoice and overlooked it. Worse of all is that I can't even recall about it and didn't think further. Somehow, deep in my heart, I felt the need to search it and guess what? I found it and I was contemplating whether to pass it to the finance or not.

At this juncture, I know that my job is really on jeopardy. Know why? The invoice states S$26,022.40 and we are restricted to S$50,000 for the first 3 months. This is the standard procedures for my work environment. The vendor agreed to re-bill and I'm saved! My boss didn't scold me but rather advised me and guided me. Over that 3 hours, my heart just felt lost till I handed over the invoice. My heart tells me that my trust is in God. I'm reminded of my purpose in PRSS. I'm pretty blessed as I recount the blessings.

It was like a miracle to me. Oh yes, today is my 6th month with Rachel. We are still surviving and will stand together always. Though she fell ill but I enjoyed the moments with her. She's always so loving. Sent her home via cab. Was praying for a merc or silver cab. As long it's fast! Sent her home and got back in the same cab for only S$12. Uncle gave discount as I was talking to him. It's great!

Ignite conference ended well on Sunday and I'm very blessed! It was another miracle when Rach forgot to bring our tickets and we had spare tickets! Oh yeah, it was so tough to sell away Gee Yean Kor's wireless mouse (mighty mouse) but just happened so suddenly that there are buyers offering S$85. And yeah, that's the price I'm helping him to get. Alright man!

God is working in His house!

Be Blessed!

1st Prayer Meeting.....

2008-01-13T23:32:00.000+08:00

It brings me great joy to start the year well and also for the 1st Prayer Meeting that reminds me of how God has been good all this while. Today, we celebrated Yi Sin's birthday after the 4-hour prayer we had. It was quite amazing as God works in His most unique ways.

Happy Birthday, Yi Sin!

Presenting..... Esther Hoon!

Keith

Mr Yang..... Chris Yang

Oh yeah, today we also receive a newcomer! Her name is Charmaine. Knew her during Fuel Up Camp and don't let her scream. She can really scream. Anyway, it was good that she came and also get involved in the prayer.

Charmaine + Kenny

Gim Yong

Do you DOM? - Dominic

Joycelin + Kenny

Not forgetting the many incidents that happened during prayer. It just moved me to tears as everyone prayed and settled with God, lifting our issues to Him! Breakthrough.

Be Blessed!

Nothing Is Impossible!

2008-01-10T23:31:00.000+08:00

Even though the week was tough after I returned to work, I thank God that everything is in control. Today, I received the most number of calls. Probably abt 15 or even more! That's good as God really knows that I need to be occupied by work while worshiping Him! Earlier this week, in fact, on Monday, a group of us sent Justin off to Thailand.

Jenn + Flo

Justin

Gee Yean

Chris + Justin

Kenny

As we were sending him off, GY kor talked to me. I felt it was impossible regarding the matter. But again and again, God seemed to speak to us abt the same matter. And throughout the week, I was really 'bothered' by it coz it's very dear to me. The words that were spoken. And sharing with Justin, he kinda knew God is working within me and yeah..... It was great to have Jenn, Flo and Chris to send him off as yet. They look like a family - Jenn (Mum), Chris (Son), Flo (Daughter). LOL! Perfect combination.

With that, I realized how God brought each of us to where we are today. Nothing is indeed impossible with God. With Him, all things are made possible. Even at work, I can sense favor in the midst of misunderstandings and I'm toughen up for it.

This evening, I was at my Poly Cell. Was greatly ministered even though I missed the worship session. God is really transforming the cell and Wen Jie is re-ignited! Praise God for her faithfulness thru God's love. I believe that the cell will grow more than ever imagined this year!

Alison + Kenny

Oh yeah, on Monday, I met my old friend, Carrie. Before meeting them, I met Alison and we had dinner with Rach..... meaning Carrie, Rach and Alison had dinner with me. *I'm also confused!* We had Fish & Co. Hai..... forgot to take pics. But Alison mei took pics with me at Terminal 3. LOL. It's so nice lor. We had a great chat. I guess she's ministered too. I'm ministered by the many happenings too.

Still, nothing is impossible with a God who never fails. He loves us so much. Even to the slightest things, He loves us.

Be Blessed!

Worship Ministry Advance 2008

2008-01-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

Finally, COOS Youth Worship Ministry Advance 2008 ended..... with a comma (,) as Jenn mentioned. The journey is ON for us as we unite as ONE for the Audience of ONE. It started on Friday evening with fellowship over dinner. Chris led us during worship and we had quite a full band though. It was the beginning of change in our ministry.

Now they know who wrote for them on behalf of the Comm.
=) Be Blessed!

Chris!

Joy & Kenny

Kai: Where am I?

Awake!

Yawnz!

Buddy Jo & Ken

Jamming!

During the entire Advance, we had opportunities to share with each other during mealtimes, devotion - group based and the late nights, just to know each other better. Even during PSP, God revealed many things about the ministry and healed us from all these. This is just part 1. Many more to go before we get super united!

Enjoying moments!

The amazing Car Ride that took 7 of them behind.....
*Rach's car is amazing!*

Joy! My caring, beloved mei.

Another mei, Lynn and my lovely Rach!

Sound Check!

Dinner..... Prata!

What an experience.....

A week ago, God came and touched my heart and restored the broken areas during Worship. While I was facilitating the worship session, God mended my heart. He filled it up with love. And confirmed many things during then at the Fuel Up Camp. Coming to the Advance, I seriously think that it was AWESOME! The night before the Advance, I couldn't sleep. God kept me awake just to reflect and pray. So I did. When I step into Salvation Army campsite, I just feel that this Advance will be a breakthrough for our ministry esp with the theme we set and strongly agreed.

During Saturday morning, Jenn led the session and we worship in the dark. It was an awesome experience. God showed me some moves for the dance. It was a little bit like ballet. So I was too shy to show it to anyone esp to Him. In it, He showed me stars, sand and Him dancing around me like I was a kid surrounding by His love.

On Sunday morning, Evie led worship and Jenn asked us to prophesy to one another. This broke my heart. ZG prophesied over me and I didn't really mention this to him before. He said that God has planted in me a heart for Evangelism and what he prophesied also confirmed about my current job, etc. Isn't God amazing? In the afternoon, we had feet washing by Jenn and Josh. Again, God ministered to me when Josh said abt me coming to COOS and all the struggles, etc. And the statement that really made me feel so encouraged - your joy can be your hurts and your hurts can be your joy too. To me, that referred mainly in my relationship with Rach as well as other matters. But it's true. Rach's my joy. She's a great friend.

Back to the experience..... Gee Yean prayed for me and I'm really excited even though I wanna share it, I can't piece it now. So I'll share when I'm ready. Anyway, I cried so badly during that 3 days coz God kept ministering to me. Can't believe it but it's true. I wonder how can I please God and all I know is to love Him. Surrender all rights to Him. Nothing comes easy but with Jesus, it's easier. LOL! Oh yeah, anointing..... The anointing of the different layers of leadership was really a blessing. I find it as though the dream I had was fulfilled.

Jenn anointed Josh & Chris. Josh & Chris anoints Lynn, Evie, Nat and Gab. Then the four of them anointed those who are currently playing on the platform. Then we (those currently playing), anointed the interns and they are super oily. LOL! Coz so many of us anointed them. Then John anointed Jenn. And great, a dream I had just passed! Isn't God so cool?

Next..... The games!

The games were fun! - At least for my group coz we really really enjoyed it with loads of trust, fun and learning from one another. Though I was pretty tired, they just helped by giving those encouragements! I guess there are stuff that cannot be really explained or expressed coz it's a moment and experience. As for me, this time God really moved me and till me, best of all, showed me His love, allowed me to feel His tangible presence and releasing words of affirmation from so many people.

Spider WEB!!

Lalalalalala..... Singing Time!

Trust is needed. LOL!

Oh yeah..... not to forget that we celebrated Tass's birthday! Photos all around.....

Surprise, Tass!

Oh.....

Evie praying for Tass!

Lift up our hands.....

How can I keep from singing His praise? I'll praise Him when I win, praise Him when I lose. Either way, I'll honor Him with all my actions and attitudes. Indeed, this Advance really broke my heart. Just simply did and I'm glad I'm part of this Advance. And hope everyone felt the same too. I can't wait for the next one! =)

Be Blessed!

New Year's Day

2008-01-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

Yes! It's New Year's Day..... It's 2008 finally! Today, we're at Nathania's place and it's such a privilege to taste her best butter noodles. We watched Evan Almighty and took some crazy shots. It was an enjoyable time with the committee even though some of them couldn't make it.

My mei, Lynn.....

My beautiful littlelamb.

WOW! Lynn is strong hor?

Mr Yang: What is Nathania doing?

Mr Yang & Nathania

All in all, we enjoyed eating and had loads of fun carrying each other. =P Chris really funny..... especially cleaning the dishes, etc. Reminds me of what I'll do for Rach. Anyway, here are the pics of the day and I find it interesting!

Be Blessed & Happy New Year 2008!

At The Foot Of The Cross

2007-12-31T07:19:00.000+08:00

Everything starts from there and ends at the foot of the cross and beyond. Everything in it started from that love that no one can comprehend. Yes, God first loved us before we can even love Him. Fuel Up Camp 2007 was the ultimate climax that I've experienced other than Fuel Camp this March. From the negative perspectives to the positives.

Presenting..... Fuel Up Camp!

Fuel Up Camp Committee!

The leader that I really respect, Jun Lynn.

My Fuel Camp Admin Sidekick, Joanna & Me!
(Now we're in the same group!)

We are the Saudis! Look at our Camel. His name is CaMel!

This time, at Fuel Up camp, I met God. I hear Him. I see Him. Face to face, I encountered Him. I traded my ashes in for His beauty. I wear forgiveness like a crown. I come to kiss His feet of mercy. All these, at the foot of the cross. Before Thursday, I've seen God moved His hand upon certain people in the ministry. I see the faces of His dear children. Those who came, especially someone, whom I known for a long time and she came. Yes, I believe she's healed. Nothing is impossible with Him. The days went by in the camp but what I saw was transformation. Not just them, but me too. God broke my heart for a generation that will rise up to the occasion as we prepare for rain.

Facing the giants, the movie itself, moved my heart and renewed my mind. As I was watching this, I can't help but cry. Tears were held back but they flowed. Session by session, when Shan Yu or I led worship, the intensity was increased and engaging them to the Father, who first loved us. Finally, the finale is at Youth Service when we want to worship God like never before. Yes, we did. Chris and I burst into joy as we see this happen. It's like the best Christmas present you can ever receive. That moment is indescribable.

Rach & Beth..... with Patricia

Prayer Ministry!
(Each of us in this picture grew stronger this year)

Brownies anyone?

Before we start..... =)

Lastly, at the foot of the cross, I lay every burden down. At Prayer Ministry thanksgiving session, I poured out the heart of the matter. My life's a testimony, my friend's life and God's love for us individually.

Sarah, Rachel (Kenny's Helper), Kenny - Admin

Zhong Guo & Zhong Kai - Games

Chris - He's back! - Admin

Nathania - Our leader for Comm!
(Music Advance Camp Commandant..... dun play play!)

Lynn - Games Master

Cheryl - Worship Coordinator

Presenting Music Advance 2008 Committee
(Except Rachel..... =P)

All these, just within a year. What's more next year? Let's venture it together.

Be Blessed!

Good Reminders

2007-12-18T07:47:00.000+08:00

Retrieved this from email and thought it was good to share it here and bless all who reads it. =) Hope that you can meditate on this and be richly reminded.

Hope to hear from you all on the tagboard. Isn't this cool?

Be Blessed!

Having a heart to love and live

2007-12-17T03:28:00.000+08:00

During prayer yesterday, God's love just swamped me in the same measure of which He gave me understanding. Our God is a God who relates to us in love. Just simply that and nothing else. Coming to earth to live with us and dying on the cross to redeem us is the epitome of His great, unmeasurable and uncontainable love.

As we sing, "indescribable, uncontainable"...do we actually believe it in our hearts? That's one thing that God asked me. I think even if our limited minds just grasp a glimpse of his unmeasurable love, we'll be amazed EVERY DAY! Claim the fullness of life that Jesus has bought for us with His blood, be courageous and trust that God is who He claims to be. LOVE.

I had this vision of a heart with holes and wounds during prayer. And you know when we say heal our broken hearts, we have this image of a whole heart that is no longer "holely". So when I still had a vision of a heart with holes in it and blood just coming out of it, I was asking God whether my vision is Biblical.

He showed me how He created our hearts with holes! Its just so simple! All creation testifies of Him. That the holes in our hearts are meant to allow blood to flow and bring live to the rest of the Body. So when it says to heal our hearts, it also means that the heart is healed! Haha...sorry to sound so simplistic but our God is a simple God! So a healed heart is one that is able to fulfill its function, which is to pump blood for life! God truly wants to give us life and when we receive Jesus Christ as Lord, He gives us the ability to truly live...which is the courage to LOVE and LOVE again each time we are hurt by people (Can't be denied that we live in a hurting world...which is the main reason that Jesus had to come and redeem us with love and forgiveness!)

This is true love, not that we love God but He first loves us. =) With His love flowing through us, the love you give to others will never run dry! If God has touched your heart, pls tag!

Deeper, Wider & Gentle

2007-12-17T01:11:00.000+08:00

It's amazing that God speaks all the time. Even now, I keep sensing that His love is deeper, wider and gentle. Deeper than the deepest ocean, wider than the seas. Gentle as the breeze and as gentle as the rain flows.

That image just simply flowed. His love simply floods His people. Faith works through love. Everything that has breath needs love.

"I feel like I'm falling, over and over in love with You, it's not just a feeling, but I know that He is real."

Be Blessed!

Christmas Tales

2007-12-16T01:04:00.000+08:00

Christmas is coming and last Saturday was Victor's & Michelle's wedding. Time flew fast. I was in Michelle's mission team in 2004. And I was helping Victor in Fuel Camp this year. This year, COOS is having its Christmas Tale for the musical. While that is happening, I would wanna share my Christmas 'Tales'.

Their wedding is one of the most exciting one besides Joshua's & Sharon's wedding last July. The nice dance before the march, the nice wedding programme card which have many significant facts and the nice dinner place with all the pictures we took within our 3 tables! Let the pictures speak and now - daily updates and the Leaders' Advance.

Through the visit at the Leaders' Advance, I realized that God was super duper real. Why? Everything that happened there seemed so surreal. It is part of History Making. What I saw just came true before my eyes literally. God showed me bits and pieces. Even I find it so amusing, serving the most amazing God. God spoke to me since 1st week of December when we were praying for the Advance. Not that He never spoke to me before but this time round, even more vivid and clearer even though my life wasn't that right. He shocked me by the many things that happened. 'Snow', 'Dry seasons' will be removed by the rain that is coming. God is really amazing in every aspect. Truly. Just wanna continue seeking Him.

Anyway, today at service, I felt so ministered by the speaker. Geared up by the fact that God wants to use us more than we want to be used! Preparing to sleep. Gonna be there for prayer@8:30am.

Be Blessed!

Birthday Surprises!

2007-11-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

Oh yeah..... it's been a nice weekend and I'm taking this chance to update my blog as I was busy the past few days, receiving surprises from Rach and the rest. I think I'm just overwhelmed and felt so impt suddenly. This is truly my best birthday ever. And maybe first with my dearest girlfriend? =)

Anyway, it's been a blessed year, full of excitement and full of ups & downs. Nevertheless, these people went through it with me. I felt so honoured to have these people with me, especially receiving certain presents which can never be replaced by money. These are the moments I'm always searching for and they will always remain in my heart.

Many presents..... out from their hearts.
Am very blessed! Thanks everyone!

Now, it's revealing my birthday surprises! On Friday, I went out with my family which comprises of my Mum, Sis, Sis's bf, Rach and me. My Dad was busy as usual. Over the Chinese dinner, I enjoyed the usual fellowship and chats we all used to have and I simply love it. Rach was in her nice dress I bought for her but I was the most casually dressed coz I came from a tough day at work. The usual interesting thing was the birthday cake. My sis always love to choose and understands me well enough of the things I love to eat. Duh! If not, she's not my sis right? Anyway, they caught me in surprise coz I never expected a cake out of nowhere.

Next day (Saturday), which is my actual birthday, I had briefing at HP Auditorium. Was the usual meeting which had almost no meaning to many but I attended it. Anyway, after that, I met with Justin and we had our lunch at Esteler77. Had our favourite Happy Soda and some noodles thingy, etc.

What surprised me on that night was after Youth Service, Rach planned it all well that we are going to Sakae @ Marina. I was caught off-guard. LOL! After receiving such a nice gift from Lynn & Joycelin, esp they took so much time to build it up, and of coz receiving it from my meis (lynn + joy), it just encouraged me. Seeing them grow and their relationship in Music Ministry and my relationship with them, all captured in the collage. =) Kor (Gee Yean), on the other hand, brought back a bigger surprise which caught me super off-guard. I received my PSP from Rach which Kor bought on behalf of Rach, a belt, and the extras that came for the PSP. Thanks Rach, Kor and Elaine (Auntie) as some of you know. =P Oh yeah, and thanks to Tina for the shirt which I love so much. I left it @ Sakae and Rach retrieved it today and I'm so happy to see it all over again! And thanks Tina once again for bringing Jane (my other long lost mei) and Priscilla (ex-cell mate) and her Korean friend to my surprise dinner.

On Sunday, after 8:30@Prayer, we went to Rach's place to chill. Initially, it was only a few of us, suddenly, it became a crowd. I thought it was normal since we love to have big groups. Out of a sudden, we have a whole lot of programme, food and everything. This still wasn't any form of surprise. But I was amazed that all these people took so much effort for me. It was as though I was the king. =) I'm so amazed that my friends actually took time off, took their precious time off, just for me. =P Fruit Salad with Cashew nuts, Pizzas, and little did I know..... another bday cake! And it all continued. Ended the day with Aure, Justin, Rach and me @ White Sands for dinner.

All three days, planned by my dearest Rach in a way, were just how much effort and love it took. I felt so loved and amazed by my friends. Each and everyone of them, so unique in their ways. Thanks to those who celebrated with me. It meant a lot. Really.

There's a lot to say but all I wanna say is that I appreciate it a lot and more to come. For those who didn't come, it's okay. I know it can be quite tough to get the whole lot out. Thanks for the wishes anyway. =P

Be Blessed!
Kenny@

Weddings, IPPT & Upcoming Move.....

2007-11-11T18:13:00.000+08:00

Wedding - A topic that my age group of people often mention intentionally or unintentionally. Anyway, yesterday, it was Oliver & Sharon's wedding! It was interesting as Oliver presents to Sharon a song and he sang! He hardly even sing in front of us. Enjoyed the simple wedding but it was super grand. It was at Raffles Town Club. =P

Thereafter, I needed rest and peace and Nat, Rach and I went to Lynn's place. It's been a long time since I visited my mei's place and her nice room. Had a great chat with them and we had rest! That's the most important thing. After our shortest and coolest debrief by Justin, the Campus cells went for dinner at Holland Village! =) Madness, when I saw the amount of food being brought to the table. Yeah.

Processed my thoughts with Justin and Rach at BK after that dinner and went home to rest for IPPT today. As expected, I fell off the treadmill again (after last year's experience) and hurt myself this time. As usual, I passed all my static stations. When I start to think about tomorrow, my mind cracked. Anyway, the bible says, don't worry about tomorrow for today has its own troubles. I shall not think much. Will leave it for tomorrow then.

Oh yeah, it was Joycelin mei's birthday on Fri (9/11) and her cell surprised her. =) [Mei, told you that your cell didn't forget]

Updates: I've driven pass the KPE once..... 70km/h is really a crawl. But faster to reach home from ViVoCity to ECP then KPE to PIE, exit Eunos Link. 15 mins instead of 20 over mins. Maybe less than 15 mins. LOL!

Upcoming week: Training @ Civil Service College (Tues, Wed), Packing for PRSS move (Mon, Thurs) and GB Camp Worship Session (Fri).

Be Blessed!
Kenny@

Prata Night!

2007-11-04T00:50:00.000+08:00

After service, we were famished and went to a prata place near Botanic Gardens/NUS Campus at Bukit Timah area. Dunno what's it called anyway. Interesting food such as Maggi Prata, Banana Cheese prata, etc.

Crystal & Xin Yi

Kenny + Rachel + Crystal + Xin Yi

Maggi Prata

Nice?

Enjoyed the time spent with Xin Yi and Crystal, alongside with my dearest littlelamb..... Anyway, we had a fun time talking and fellowshipping. For now, I'm just going to post some pics as updates. Gonna rest now. If not, I'll be really tired at prayer@8:30am.

Be Blessed!

MAC OS X Leopard (10.5) Launch

2007-10-27T13:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday (26th Oct) was the launch of OS X Leopard (10.5), Rach and I went to iShop at 5pm and spent the hour waiting for the launch (Rachel: I never imagine queuing up for such an event before and it was a first time for both of us). At 6pm, we went in and gotten a Free Limited Edition T-Shirt, limited to first 50 customers only! Then, while looking around and exploring the new Leopard OS X, we were so thick-skinned (at least for me) and went for the roaring challenge. (Rachel: I had to nudge him or he'll just end up looking at it from afar)

Preparation

Leopard T-Shirt

Limited Edtion Apple Cap!

About a minute..... quite long though.

Finally.....

All thanks to my dearest Rach, we gotten ourselves a cap each! 1 White, 1 Black cap on top of our Free T-Shirt. Then best of all, gotten the MAC OS X Leopard 10.5 with 5% discount! Thanks Edmund for your help. Next, it'll be iLife '08 and thanks Edmund again. =) Along with the purchase, we have free vouchers (movie vouchers). Good for us to go dating. LOL. Rach and I had a great date and spent time knowing each other too. (Rachel: Yup, as gals we have to give the guys some encouragement and support too!)

Look at the login screen

Nice right? That's QuickLook on Leopard

OS X 10.5 on the C2D 2.16 MBP.

10 & 11..... ask if you wanna know the meaning.

Our gifts. LOL! Rach got the other half.....
*Let her post it.

Installed the OS and waited for an hour using the Archive & Install method. This gives the OS a fresh installation. Upgrade option only installs on top of 10.4 which can be quite slow I feel. Overall, the OS is quite fast. Faster than 10.4 (Tiger). Even loading of applications are faster in my opinion.

Trying out many features and will explore more before I post up more. Oh yeah, corporate prayer was quite interesting yesterday. **Chris, have you gotten your OS X Leopard via post? I think he's more crazy about it than me.

Be Blessed!

Nokia Business Mobility Showcase 2007

2007-10-27T13:17:00.000+08:00

Just on Wednesday (24/10), I was attending the Nokia Business Mobility Showcase 2007. And guess what made my day sad? I saw someone who drove me out from BGSS. LOL. Anyway, I've been tested many times and this is the most toughest times to love my enemy. Still, I know I have to.

But thank God, I met 1 old COOS member. She's in CHC now. Happy for her. And she's working in SingTel now! Divine appointment. Btw, Nokia should improve on their events. Nothing earth-breaking. I think most of the things they mentioned can be search over the Internet. But what's great was everyone got a Cisco Flask. Too bad, I didn't get to win any phones or book. =(

The lanyard is quite nice. Best of all, the event ended and I went to SMU and spent time with SMU Prayer Group. And ended the day at my cell. Or rather supper at Blk 85. =)

Be Blessed!

Updates: PRSS Move

2007-10-27T13:16:00.000+08:00

For the next 2 weeks, I'll be quite packed with all the packing. PRSS is moving back to Tampines site and there's gonna be lots of vendor meetings, condemnation list to prepare and many more. So I might not be updating my blog as usual but I'll drop by to write if I've time.

Anyway, just want to post pics of the amt of things I've to pack with bubble wrap. LOL! More updates available soon. Oh yeah, today will have 3 posts. Super updates.

Be Blessed!

Blessings.....

2007-10-21T23:19:00.000+08:00

Been very blessed by many pple. And recently, we caught hold of our dear sister, Crystal to join us for fellowship! Last Sunday, we had a great time walking, shopping and relaxing at TCC (tt's like Justin & Chris & my hideout). Anyway, the past week has been cool with our conference calls, etc.

Crystal & Rachel

At Crystal's place.

This is a nice place.
Look at the plate of watermelons!

Oh..... Look at the cam!

Stoning.

Today, we meet again and had Justin's PowerBook's battery sent in to be replaced. Then we went to Ya Kun for high tea. LOL! In the morning, Justin, Rach and I were at the YLT (Youth Leaders' Training) for the Worship in Small Groups. =) It was really a reminder for us and of course it was fun as we did many practical exercises to help us in improving our worship sessions in small groups.

Oh yeah, today is also my 3rd month being together with Rachel. LOL! It's been a cool period of time getting together and learning to appreciate each other as a couple. Not that easy but thankfully manageable. =)

Okay, leaving the rest to the pics as usual.

Be Blessed!

Break my heart for what breaks Yours!

2007-10-17T19:56:00.000+08:00

Tonight, as I was taking time off to think about my life, I realized that I seem to miss the BIG picture. Thinking through of the meaning of servanthood did cost me something. As I was thinking deeply, I asked Him to break my heart.

For the past few days, I've been asking Him, what breaks His heart? Every time I get this reply..... When My people are lost and not found. Or a reply simply, the Lost or the Prodigals. As I was thinking this evening, I realized that it's heartbreaking for God to see His people lost. As I keep thinking, my heart sank. It broke too.

There are emotions that I can't even describe but it's raging in me and I feel kinda upset for awhile. But then, coming back to the reality, what can I do? What breaks His heart that will break mine?

Indeed, it's gonna be tough to answer. Hope to find my answer soon.

Be Blessed!

Numbering our Days

2007-10-17T19:17:00.000+08:00

Psalm 90
12 Teach us to number our days carefully
so that we may develop wisdom in our hearts.
14 Satisfy us in the morning with Your faithful love
so that we may shout with joy and be glad all our days.

Truly, God knows what we think and tailors circumstances way before to ask our questions in ways beyond our comprehension. Today as I was thinking again, how can I start the day with thanksgiving? *Not sure about you, but some days, actually most of the mornings I wake up really groggy and still tired...and thanksgiving usually isn't the first thing on my mind*

Was just questioning myself, how can start the day with my heart and mind aligned with God in my life. And God answered with verse 14 - basically to let myself be filled heart, soul and mind with Who God is - His character. To meditate on the abundance of God's manifold qualities...the focus is on Him and not me! So no matter how I feel, etc, by letting the Holy Spirit satisfy me...out will flow thanksgiving, joy and gladness! God is good! Not matter how bad/mistakes I have or how "good" I am. =)

As I was driving past Bugis to school today, I was just reminded of the time when Kenny was having his Wed morning lessons and once we dropped by at Bugis to grab our Mac breakfast (that was when we are good buddies and we still are =P). Seems like years ago but it was only 9 months ago...many things has happened in my life since then...and I have changed ALOT. Not outwardly but something more subtle and inward. Daddy God, truly time is in Your hands and I thank you for every single moment cause I know that You have created me from eternity for eternity with You...loving You...Father, Jesus & Holy Spirit who showed me what Love truly is...and of course my dearest.

Signing out Rachel

10/10 Supernatural Worship Night

2007-10-11T12:37:00.000+08:00

What went through my mind about 10/10 Worship Night was the usual thoughts. Should I go? Is it really that impactful? Do I really have the heart and mind to go? My verdict/choice: I attended the 10/10 (10th Oct) Worship Night. Two words: Life Changing!

As I was worshiping, I felt the Lord Jesus speaking to some of us. Even for myself, to be really really real in my expression of worship. But I know my expression was bottled up even for yesterday. But yet responding to the altar call, I knew God is working in me. As I responded, I saw images, visions of what God intended for me. Then I thought for a while.....

Someone came to pray for me and prayed about the heart of David, songs, etc. Then a lady came and told me that God spoke to her and she told me the following things.

A song will rise up within you, a song related to desert (coming out from dryness)
Going around the world, ministering using songs
Gifting to minister to the Prodigals
His light will guide and grant direction
Called to help/support, may not be a Worship Leader role (coz she mentioned abt not holding a mic but leading out in song) but of a similar nature. - It was funny but who knows? lol.

Added (to recall everything) from Skype chat with her:

key msg fr God (and it is still ringing in my ear)...He has put a new song in your heart...there will such a stirring to call out to the lost and lonely...evangelism is your calling...you will reach out through your new song and music....your hands will be anointed for spiritual work and warfare....even as you strum and sing...God will minister
Your new song will resonate throughout the world and will be used to bring the lost back to the kingdom of God
As God stirrs your heart, you are to speak out...Like what God said to Joshua in Jos 1:3, 5,7,9
i saw your role with young people, working amongst the lonely, bringing home the prodigal sons
do u have big hands...cos I saw big hand...think that signifies lots of giving ...of self I suppose
you will get a taste of it...I just remembered as I pray for anointing of your hands...they seemed BIG..but I believe its more symobolic then physical .lol
sometimes while the vision is big and overwhelming..we need to take the small steps to get there...to learn to lean upon His words and to build our faith..then only in hind sight God's wisdom is understood..
I can also see His stirring in your heart...
one more...think i said God holds your heart very precoulsly in His hands and your name written in His palm and will not let you go...

**Permission have been granted to post the chat details. LOL! All glory to God, the Father.

I went up to her to talk to her and tell her my calling that I'm sure of and shared a couple of stuff. She was so spot-on. I cried and cried coz I knew the Lord answered through the stillness. Evangelism is about YOU. I believe God has been speaking to me about many things. Time to find rest in Him and process all these.

Overall, I find that the Worship Night is great. Just that it's tiring coz it ended very late! =P Many stories, songs and testimonies to come.

Be Blessed!

Tired...to rest in the Father's arms

2007-10-11T12:00:00.001+08:00

Just deleted a chunk of words. Everyone knows the model answer...the only thing that matters is having Jesus being modeled out in one's life.

Just survived 3 days of administering a survey to gather commuters feedback on Bus service levels. Thanks for your prayers Mr Cheung. Also, it was nice to see my dearest during lunch time and when he ends work while I'm still administering surveys. Being situated there 7am to 7pm has taken its toll on me. I'm pretty exhausted.

Even so, I thank God for people who are nice enough to go through the survey with me...believe me, it was Loooong. 7 Pages long =P It was pretty stressful when you know that any moment your surveyee will have to leave you with an uncompleted survey when their bus arrives. Another thing I've learnt is to face rejection with grace, love and understanding. People may just not be willing or have the time or for whatever reasons. But just keep your eyes open and confidently approach, rejection is only the next step towards finding someone who would like to accept =).

Will treasure this experience...and be willing to one day approach people when prompted by God, many may reject but rejection is just the next step towards the one soul who is ready to accept what you have to share. =)

Keep me in prayer as I've my macroeconomics test next Wednesday. Daddy God's favor.

Signing out, Rachel =P

Blessings & Poly Cell Gathering

2007-10-02T19:22:00.000+08:00

Just want to update abt my happenings from last Thursday's Poly Cell gathering @ Seoul Garden and abt my site trip to Pasir Ris Secondary @ Tampines! Took pics of my current workplace and also at my new desk. I feel so blessed!

My Desk

My Cubicle

My Technical Assistant, Adrian's workspace
(6 computer tables!)

My current room with my Technical Assistant

Today, I went to the upgraded site which my department will move in by 19th November, which is a month's time. It's challenging as I need to pack all the IT items up with my TA and get ready for condemning of items, before moving over, in order to reduce the need of carrying too many items over. Besides all these, gotta settle all the vendors and installation of Wireless LAN, projectors, etc. It's gonna be hectic but fun.

My new room @ PRSS (Tampines Site)

Lime..... Rach's color.....

Overview of my new room, nice right?

Now, back to the gathering. We had loads of fun during last Thursday which is also my buddy, Ee-Lyn's birthday! At Seoul Garden, the usual Poly Cell, burst out in laughter and joy while eating and blessings just pour forth from everyone. Each of us contribute the fun and cooking together makes us family. I'll let the pics do the talking.

Cooking @ Seoul Garden!

Chef Gab Ng

Wei Sheng, Ana, Esta, Kenny

Ana & Esther

Sepia Fun!

Our usual, Gab Sim!

Who is this?

W.S

Da Jie Da: Wen Jie + Shen Lynn

Gab + W.J + Shen Lynn

Gonna be preparing for more surprises for my buddy. Let's see..... which buddy will be blessed? LOL! I'm leaving it in suspense till the time comes!

Enjoy the pics!

Be Blessed!

Children's Day @ PRSS - 1st Day of Work!

2007-10-01T19:12:00.000+08:00

As some of you may know, I'm been transferred out from BGSS. Finally, my dream came true and I'm in PRSS - Pasir Ris Secondary School! Today's my 1st day and I'm happy as the food is cheap and furthermore, I've a room to myself, or rather a cubicle which contains two big tables. My Technical Assistant have 6 computer tables as his workspace!

Felt very blessed as my colleague treated me lunch and I'm thankful for that. In fact, tomorrow, I'll be visiting the new school building and seeing my room which is located at the library. Yeah, it'll be really fun, I believe.

Aurelia mei is working at HPB (Health Promotion Board) today. I wonder how her day went. Lots of work for me at this moment but I'm enjoying as I can take control or rather take ownership and start gearing certain IT projects.

And yeah, decided to drop out from Believer Music and they are refunding me. Looking forward to work and maybe the choir thingy during December. =)

Be Blessed!

Photos.....Milestones!

2007-09-24T23:50:00.000+08:00

Looking at the photos reminds me of the milestone I've passed. Each time I look at it and compare with the present me, it clearly defines my growth and shows me how much I've learnt.

Poly Cell (Guys Power!), with our Da Jie - Wen Jie!

Graduation Ceremony 2007

Just posting these two pics to signify my two milestones. More to come, through dreams and visions, voice and word.

Be Blessed!

Nathania's 21st Birthday!

2007-09-22T23:52:00.000+08:00

We're at Essential Brew and it's Nat's birthday. Happy Birthday, Nat! The best part of her birthday is the surprise, all the way from US, by our dearest Bro, Chris Yang. It's exciting to know that even if he's at the ends of the earth, he still plan for Nat's surprise. And as his core team of friends, we are blessed to know how he cares for Nat.

Besides that, all went well and Nat is very happy to receive the surprise. I'm so happy for her as she celebrate this special day with so many of us, like NTU cell, Music Ministry and all her other relatives and friends. Indeed, it's a happy occasion and or yeah..... all thanks to our Mr Kai & Zhong Guo for helping her and assisting her. She's the princess of the day.

I'll let the pictures do the talk. For videos, it's P&C. For those who want the video, email me. Only for authorized personnels.

Enjoy the pictures!

Be Blessed!

Resonance - Worship Unto The Lord

2007-09-17T23:36:00.000+08:00

Today, Rach and I went for our 1st vocal lesson @ Toa Payoh. Definitely, it's also a new way for us to spend some time wisely by engaging ourselves in training our vocals, to serve the audience of One! =)

Having said that, Rach and I had loads of fun as we learnt abt breathing techniques and many other stuff. Blowing a balloon was so tough for me while it was easier for Rach and our teacher, Eunice! Would like to thank Jenn for recommending us to Eunice. We definitely had a great time of learning. From tomorrow onwards, Rach and I will have to do 40 crunches everyday! =P

Oh yeah, talk about resonance..... we felt it in our head, face and vocal cords! Eunice really had a way to teach the both of us. Felt super encouraged and hope to learn more and use my heart to appreciate all these that God has given to Rach and me! My vocal range is Tenor! Glad to hear that and I'm amazed by that.

Let's see whether I'll improve. Singing is a deliberate action. LOL! Isn't that amazing? Gotta control my tongue! It can't keep still for my singing practice. Relax!

Be Blessed!

Trust, Ask, Grace! Remember to TAG!

2007-09-16T03:03:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, we had an awesome time of worship and PSP (Pre-Service Prayer). Oh yeah, it was Lynn's bday too. Happy Birthday, Lynn mei. Yes, God spoke and I received a word on Trust. It was difficult to trust Him as I was really going through a tough week but nevertheless, He keeps reminding me of His goodness and faithfulness throughout the entire season. Work had been interesting and I might be shifting out from my current school to another school. Trusting the Lord for inspiration and discernment on this matter.

Ask! Pastor Charissa a.k.a "Da Jie" was mentioning about asking. It doesn't cost anything to ask. And I've been practicing on this. And it works! Some of the occasions were just amazing. Will share more on this soon. But the best incident was just 2 days ago when Ana and I was waiting for a cab at Central. We prayed and it came. It's amazing. Boss asked if I want to shift out from current workplace and I'm sure God is answering my prayers as I ask! Then, my surprise to my best buddy is coming soon! Praise God!

Giving Grace..... His grace is sufficient for each and everyone of us. I believe as trials and incidents are happening, more grace is needed. Rach and I have been going through a tough period but nevertheless, our Faith grew and supported by many other friends, I believe we'll survive all these obstacles and of course, this tough season. Nothing is impossible with God. For my personal reflection and action, I believe I need to show grace to others in my environment. Probably gotta let God teach me to show grace to many people especially my dearest. =)

So, before you go, remember to TAG on my tagboard as well as TAG (Trust, Ask, Give Grace).

Be Blessed!

Working with Favour!

2007-08-29T19:41:00.000+08:00

It's been more than a week since I last updated my blog due to the busyness during work and many activities last week. I do have something to share abt work. I was supposed to meet 3 vendors for Tablet Laptop demos and at first, my H.O.D wanted to meet all of them in a day. Then, when the replies came, they couldn't make it initially.

After all the negotiation and all the planning, I realized and managed to make all the 3 of the vendors to come on the same day. LOL! Simply favour. Many incidents had been happening in school and as usual, you hear politics everywhere. I was restless for awhile and now not as much as previously. Currently, I'm trying to get used to the school and as well as the school getting used to me. All is fine especially with my dept and of coz my IT educator, Irene and my TA (Tech Assistant), Mathew. Of coz, our H.O.D do take quite good care of us. I'm sure God is in the midst of all these situations.

Today, I went to VS - Victoria School. It is for the event tomorrow - EZ COE ICT. I dunno what's the meaning but it's like East Zone ..... Info-Comm Technology..... I believe as time passes, I'm gaining trust and favour in the midst of teachers and my fellow colleagues. There were some hiccups last week when my boss came over and coz I was not at the TA briefing last week.

In fact, today is already 1 month since I started work and pay day is in 2 days time! Just nice for COMEX show tomorrow. Eying on the Logitech Bluetooth mouse. LOL. Many things said, last sat, we celebrated many people's birthdays. Let the photos do the talking.

Happy Birthday, Chris (Tom) Lin & Shawn Wong!

Our New Drummer, Moses! Happy Birthday!

Music Ministry @ ViVoCity!

This weekend, Justin and I will have a fun time leading worship for Power Encounter Weekend. I'm sure it's gonna be our encounter, indeed, a fresh encounter into the supernatural I would say. Sorry Evie that I can't play for you during PSP. Justin and I are like so funny lor..... He was supposed to lead worship for Sunday prayer. LOL! I guess Jenn was fast enough to ask. Thanks Jenn for giving us a great opportunity. It's gonna be fun. =)

My 2 beautiful Mei, Lynn + Joycelin!

Friends, Buddies, Kor & Mei.

Hope to see my RP friends soon. Miss them lots. ITE haven't gotten back to me but it's okay. I love my current job for now. =)

Be Blessed!

Congrats Justin @ DTS Graduation

2007-08-16T23:10:00.000+08:00

Hey Justin buddy, finally, seeing you @ your DTS graduation brings great joy to many of us! Thanks for the invitation. Seeing you die to self through this journey isn't that easy. Many times, you had to make critical decision and even now, a more deliberate one.

Graduated from DTS!

I'm thankful for your 'disappearance' during your DTS as I've passed through my first 'desert' period, going through loneliness but I survived through it all. Buddy, I'm truly blessed by your faith in your journey. You asked when is my turn to go for DTS? I think my journey now will be more exciting than DTS. It's different but I believe it'll be life-changing each day.

As you continue your journey in DTS part 2, I believe God will bless you tremendously. Remember, ask and it shall be given. Hope you liked our love gift from Chris, Nat, Rach and me. You deserve this blessing. Serve Him more and more.

After graduation, time to rest!

Thanks Justin for being a great buddy. You are really awesome! More to come, our song writing sessions, prayer/worship intercession, TCCs (think we can switch to Soup Spoon), movies and many more fellowship together!

My Beloved!

At the balcony of the church.

SMU, full of memories!

Oh yeah, Rach and I took some photos at the balcony of the church! And best, we captured where we studied together when I was in SMU!

Be Blessed!

Surprise for Rachel's Birthday

2007-08-12T01:36:00.000+08:00

Had a great time just now..... celebrating Rachel's birthday. Surprised her and I guess she was really shocked to see many familiar faces. Best of all, she didn't realize that they were there till I made it so obvious. Of course, I got a little 'scolding' from her. Coz she's tired and she wasn't prepared for the crowd.

Rach & Kenny

Campus Cell

Our Favourite Sunflower!

Dining @ NYDC

Nevertheless, she enjoyed herself, receiving presents and most imptly, she liked the sunflower, the cake and dinner. And of coz, the fellowship of our closest friends. I met 3 new people at the table. It was fun and awesome. Hope she didn't feel awkward.

Happy Birthday, Rach!

Admiring the Sunflower.....
*Remember the first time you gave me one?*

My Precious Sunflower!

Chris: I love ROUND stuff!

Ho Wai: Never seen a handsome guy before?

Since Thursday, the celebration started with her family, followed by the supper after Growth track where Jenn, John and Charissa were at Blk 85 (near Ho Wai's place) and we had a fun time. Celebrated her birthday at 12am. LOL!

Chris & Nat!
*Thanks for coming!*

4 Beauties (Simei)

Usual Movie Clique

Look at the pictures we took @ NYDC on Saturday, 11th Aug. =) For those who didn't make it, you missed the fun. But no worries, mine is coming up..... not tt soon lah.

Till then, back to work and everything else.

Be Blessed!

Training, Certification & Deployment

2007-08-03T13:24:00.000+08:00

Finally, the training is gonna be ending today. TGIF! (Thank God it's Friday) The training was held @ HP and comprises of Technical Assistant training and ICT Executive training. It was a fun experience, learning about Project Management. Soon, I'll be having hands-on experience for Project Management and dealing with vendors, etc.

As for the ICT certification, there was a test which I took a few hours ago. All the 3 of us got the same marks! Highest: 29/30. Lowest 29/30. It's pretty good, isn't it? That's like distinction. It feels great when you can get good grades to build the confidence of one self. In any case, I'm happy that I was offered this job and no regrets in joining HP.

Deployment results will be out soon while we are surfing the net. I guess mine should be confirmed already and it should be BGSS as mentioned earlier in my blog. Looking forward to work next week. Will miss the training times which happened this week.

Be Blessed!

When God Speaks.....

2007-07-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today, I went for the 2nd interview where HP assigned. I'm assigned to attend this interview at Bedok Green Secondary School. Yes, that's Aizhen's and Lyna's secondary school. I was really nervous even though I was sure that God will place me there somehow. Met the HP representative and there were 3 interviewers in some way. The VP, H.O.D (IT) and the HP rep were in the room while I'm being interviewed.

After the interview, Fathima (HP Representative) confirmed my place in BGSS. Finally, I'm really not going for anymore interviews. I really feel very stressed. Anyway, Rachel and I went for a late lunch or rather we had dinner at Crystal Jade Kitchen. Really love spending our time together. It's gonna be tough from next week onwards but we'll serve each other coz we simply wanna honour each other and honour God.

During worship at Music Ministry Bible Study today, I felt God speaking to me. There must be more than this. I didn't please Him 100%. I guess songs are simply songs. But what matter most was the worship to Him. I pray that I'll be very real and very obedient each time I lead worship. At times, like what Chris shared, about the 1 Chord track, it's really about soaking into His presence. God spoke to me about my life. My boundaries in life, my worship life, my time with Him. He's a very intimate God. I never felt so touched like today. He spoke to me even when I'm at my weakest. It's the weak that He can make strong.

I truly hear from Him. Now, my questions are..... are You upset with me? are You pleased with the worship we gave? Was it our 100% or not? At the end of the day, I sense His presence and He simply healed me of my hurts. Fear of Man..... I fear not from now. Coz I know He is leading me. Blessings come and they multiply and blessings to others. More and more of You, Lord.

Here I am, use me. Make me, mold me.

Be Blessed!

Simply Blessed!

2007-07-22T23:14:00.000+08:00

Since Friday, I'm been very blessed by many people. First, I met up with Aurelia, then came the news for my job. Yesterday, the music practice and the sound check was simply worship to God. I simply enjoyed it. Though I had a headache.

Rach came back yesterday and I'm really happy! Simply blessed by her as she did want to surprise me at service. But she decided to tell me beforehand. Enjoyed worship as I played for service. During worship, my headache just went away. It was simply amazing. =) After service, Rach and I went with the other for dinner @ Pepper Lunch! 13 of us to a big long table all to ourselves! It's like a big outing.

And yeah, Rach and I are officially together since yesterday after I ask her to enter into the next level of relationship. I'm glad coz we had her parents to bless us and our mentors and those we are accountable to. In fact, we went out today for prayer at 8:30am and I led. It was another supernatural and rest moments of the year.

Welcome back, Miss Lam!

At Subway.....

Happy Moments!

Our nicest pic!

Went shopping thereafter and I drove her around all day. It was simply a blessing as we catch up a lot more than usual. Bought myself pants for work and preparing for the workforce. Simply enjoyed being with her and she had her haircut at my usual hairstylist @ Bishan. Ate at Sakae Sushi and Subway. Finally, she passed me a whole set of gifts. I'm simply blessed by Rach. Truly blessed.

T-Shirt! It's size L..... can't wear!

Nice hor?

LOL! Boxers..... but too bad, none of you gets to see it.

My first Levi's jeans..... and a gift from Rach.

Elixir strings from US. LOL!

Nice Casing.....

Yeah! It's a wallet!

Finally, officially together and running the race with God.
*Thanks Rach for the gifts! It's really a lot!*

I hope my relationship with Rach will bless many others and allow us to be good examples to the youth. We pray that we'll live up to the standards of our God, whom we trust dearly. He'll be our guide.

More blessings to come.....

Be Blessed!

No More Interviews! - Good or Bad News?

2007-07-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

Indeed, I'm really caught by surprise. Was out for dinner with Aurelia mei after my SMU (SCS) interview. The SCS interview wasn't that pleasant for me. In fact, I recalled of a dream that is very identical to the interview setting, esp when one of the guys responded to me before the interview ended.

While having dinner, I received a call from one of the agencies. When she asked whether to hear the good or bad news first, I chose the bad news first. Bad News: You don't have to attend anymore interviews! *STUNTED!* I was thinking that I probably didn't get the HP job I wanted. Then she added..... Good News: You are hired by HP! Start date: 30th July 2007. I was sharing with Aurelia that I wanna start work on 1st August. It seem so prophetic. Best of all, I don't have to attend another interview as mentioned! Now, I owe someone a little coffee treat.

Yes! She'll be back in another 12 hours (est). Everything seems to be falling into place. Better go bathe and rest soon coz I gotta reach church by 12pm tomorrow. =) Littlelamb, gonna hear your voice in half a day's time. Amazing! Send my regards to your mum. *Happy Birthday, Auntie Hazel*

For those who wants to hear my testimony about this job, email me okay?

Be Blessed!

Interviews, Interviews and Interviews

2007-07-19T11:14:00.000+08:00

What a week I had! On Tues, I went for HP interview for the position of IT Executive. Yesterday, I went for Jardine OneSolution for interview. To my amazement, even though I think I did the interview on average standard, I managed to get to the 2nd interviews. At this point in time, I'm still sourcing for many other great opportunities, learning the tricks of being interviewed and responding correctly in the best that I can.

One strange thing I discovered and am discovering is His favor over my life and now evidently, my job. I can feel the stress of being in the workforce and that can be really tiring. But nevertheless, I've been really blessed to learn many things about contractual terms and seeking for the best God has given to me. At the moment, I'd still prefer HP's offer even though it's a lower pay. I think it'll be more challenging doing paper work. =)

Probably, it will train my communication skills thru writing better than speech. In any case, I'm still waiting for more interviews and will hope to start work by 1st August! =) It'll be a great joy to work soon. God has been timely for all my financial needs. Just want to praise Him for many other things like providing job interviews, etc.

Littlelamb will be back in 2 days time. Gonna see her on Sunday! =) finally, the wait is over.

Be Blessed!

Interviews

2007-07-16T15:24:00.000+08:00

It's been some time since I last updated. I'm currently resting as I'm not feeling well. Caught the cough/flu bug. Definitely not the "Tekong" cough as Gab mentioned. Anyway, I'm going for 2 interviews tomorrow before going for Biblical Studies Program (BSP).

Interestingly, I've been experiencing God's love for me over and over again. It has never been so real and quite tangible. Since last Wed, receiving this particular call changed my perspective of finding jobs. I think it's really divine. I went for the agency interview and was offered a job but after answering questions, both personality and technical tests, I was offered a slightly better job and it's really awesome. But I know, without experience, it's gonna be tough. Nevertheless, I believe God have it in control and I truly believe that He will see me through this.

I've no worries as I believe that I'll stay in this particular company even if the pay is lower. Probably, not too low I guess. No matter what, God is in control. I'll wait and see and taste His goodness over and over again. Life's been better each time I ask Him to renew my mind, heart and soul.

Will update you all the interview results and interview progress tomorrow. I had a call this afternoon for another interview. Cool! 2 interviews side by side and near to each other. However, I believe God is using me and I'm honoured to be used and serving for His purpose. I pray that God will humble me even more during my interviews and be wise in speaking out and pouring out my knowledge to them. I pray that the door will be opened and will stay on for me as I believe it's His Will.

Thanks for those who are praying for me. Just to let you all know that you have blessed my life in big and small ways. You know who you are. Those who received my email will know.

Be Blessed!

ICT is over! Job Hunting NOW!

2007-07-06T23:34:00.000+08:00

Finally, ICT ends today at around 4:30pm. The entire day was really tiring as we did really little things and I didn't see a point in retaining us for another day. Nevertheless, all is over and the real work starts now till end of July. I'm pressed for time and money as I need to look for a job urgently.

Been applying for almost 15 or more job applications but no avail. Sensed that I should wait but I don't know the implication of waiting. I've been having part-time job but 'jobless' since graduation. Probably, I yearn too much of having holidays. Now, I'm getting a little bored and need a job as quickly as possible.

Tomorrow is Y.E.S 3! And I'm glad that I can be some part of it. In any case, I should be resting now. Aching all over after the IPPT. Failed running and failed all. Passed all the static stations with silver standard. Guess I should build my running stamina soon. Probably will take again in August/September.

Okay, time to go already. Gonna miss that littlelamb. She's @ Boston now.

Be Blessed!

Aurelia's Birthday + MacBook Pro's Return

2007-07-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

Celebrated Aurelia's birthday today. In a couple of minutes time, it'll be her actual birthday. Nevertheless, Happy Birthday mei! Took a long of pics today as I celebrated for her since 11:30am till 10pm. Went to TCC for lunch and followed by walking to Somerset then took 105 to her place to check out her place for once!

Happy Birthday, Aurelia mei.

Celebration! Good Food!

Evening Celebration with Birthday Cake!

Aure with her friends!

The 6 of us!

Aurelia + Hemdi

Presents!

Followed by the awesome dinner we had at Cartel @ City Hall. We had an awesome time knowing each other's friends. 5 of us celebrated Aurelia's birthday. Happened that her birthday falls on Youth Day but I have to report to ICT tomorrow. 5 more days before ICT comes to an end. Praise God for the week that passed by.

Oh yeah! My MacBook Pro came back and yesterday, bought the APP before the GST hike. In fact, I'm happy to receive it back and yeah, looks quite new. The keyboard, the top case, etc. Ate NYDC after collection of laptop. Two days of good food and tomorrow, back to my normal diet. Hope to go slimmer and fitter in the week to come.

Tomato-based Soup

Potato Salad

A meal with Alex @ N.Y.D.C

My new haircut and eating with Alex!

3 Amigos!

Pigs Can Fly.....

5 more days to freedom and looking for perm job. Still applying, still searching. Start praying. LOL! Way to go. Gonna wait and pray till I get a good perm job.

Be Blessed!

Reservist: In Camp Training (ICT)

2007-06-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

It's been 5 days since I last stepped home. Though the ICT is supposed to be 13 days, it will effectively be 10 days. Best of all, this "high-key" ICT isn't that stressful. I simply rested all the way. In fact, most of us slept through 80% of the time due to the usual poor planning which is good and bad. Good - can slack. Bad - time passes too slow.

Stayed at Nee Soon camp and everyday, we have to move out from Nee Soon to Sungei Gedong camp. That's the main training area and home of my unit. Currently, they are constructing new buildings and soon I'll be going there for the next ICT to come. For Nee Soon camp, we need to flash this nice ICT card (better than Armour Camp's card) and the place is nice to stay. But I'm not used to the bed. Tonight, I'm having my luxurious bed to sleep on!

Nee Soon camp ICT pass.

I'll finish ICT next Friday. Just in time for Y.E.S 3! Will be praying for people to come, pray during service and loads of activities coming up. And yes, I'll be job hunting till I get a permanent job. It's hard to find but I'll succeed. God is good, all the time.

Caught up with my reading. Now halfway through the book, "Mentoring". Next will be Experiencing God, etc. And the laggy book..... which I was supposed to finish it long ago, God Songs. 5 more "working days" to go @ Nee Soon camp before out processing!

Be Blessed!

Children Ministry Music Workshop

2007-06-15T19:03:00.000+08:00

On Wednesday (13th) and Thursday (14th), some of the musicians from Adults, Youth and Children ministry collectively conducted the workshop and it's a success! Through the workshop, I've learned more than I teach. In fact, this started out in my dream and then Pastor Jenn asked some of us to help out.

1, 2, 3, 4! Rock the House!

We can show the adults - We can do it!

Wanna know what instrument is that?
*Will post up a video shortly*

One of the groups.

That's Seth for you.

Gerald

Auntie Serena sharing about worship

The Future Warriors!

It's really a joy to serve the kids. In fact, Gerald and I were supporting Auntie Serena in vocals and Gerald said it was his first time in a way. LOL! For me, it was really a challenge too. As we shared all that we could, we really feel blessed by the kids, each and everyone of them. What really draws me to them would be their childlikeness.

Don't worry! I'm ready!

Wait! Wait! I'm preparing!

Preparing for Practice!

Rebecca

Joy

Jonathan

Timothy

Kenny with the guitarists

Uncle Steven with the guitarists

The most surprising thing is the love gift I received. I believe each of us received it too. It's really amazing. Shall not spoil any markets here. Anyway, all the glory goes to Jesus. He made it happen and best of all, we have them worshiping and leading us into worship.

Get Ready!

I'm all ready! Don't worry, I'm not stoning!

Uncle Steven said..... worship like a blind man!
*Feeling!*

The Ensemble Song: Lord I Lift Your Name On High

Girl Power!

Johan leading the team.

Good Job, Children of God!

Auntie Belinda in action!

It will come to pass! =) Thanks Pastor Jenn for giving us this opportunity to learn and to facilitate. We sure had fun! =)

Be Blessed!

Future

2007-06-12T02:00:00.000+08:00

As I was reading my books today, I just sense "Future". I don't know what it means? I'm very free these days till after reservist and catching up my books and personal life with God. It's not easy. But I guess He knows and He understands.

Looking at that path again, I see myself walking on that path, looking at the end of the path. I see Jesus at end of the path. Each step I take seems very significant in my life. It's like risk-taking but the TRUST question always pop up. "Do you trust ME?"

Each step I took in faith, I step into future. Now, what's next? Only God knows. He holds the keys to my future and I'll learn to put my trust in Him. Future is Jesus. He's the only answer to my future. I'm still seeking Him about future. And I hope I'll have the answer to my situations.

Be Blessed!

Decisions - Life, Relationships & More

2007-06-05T17:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, late at night, I had to make a difficult choice of declining the offer for studying in Universities. I was only offered SMU as I didn't choose the other two due to location and other reasons, therefore I didn't apply NUS and NTU.

When I first applied SMU, I really wanted to study. But somehow, I just didn't feel peaceful about it and started to look for a job. Currently, I'm still working at WPS and will be thinking of converting to full time. Just a few mins ago, I received a call from ITE. Yeah, the job is teaching support in IT Security and probably will join them once vacancies are opening up early or late next year. For now, I'll work for my boss as promised.

Time passes and Rach (littlelamb) is on her 3rd week in U.S. Clearly, we are not hiding anything from anyone and yes, we are still best of friends, best buddies and many of our friends and mentors are supporting us as individuals geared to the purposes of God. In terms of relationship, it'll not be rushed and thanks for concerning about this. I'm thankful that God really ministered to Rachel and myself, leading us as individuals to grow in Him and through Him, we'll work together for the purposes of the Audience of ONE.

While all these things and challenges are flooding in our lives, I've let it go and let God do what He wants. Making a decision is tough. Especially, for the SMU or Work challenge. Definitely, I'll also decline DSTA's offer as Associate Engineer. Probably stay as an Assistant IT Engineer at WPS till I can work in ITE. Probably, need to work on my habitudes, attitudes, character and my skills.

As I make more decisions in time to come, I'll leave it to God and allow Him to be my advisor in decision making. I pray that I'll be wiser each time I face my challenges.

Be Blessed!

Habitudes & Obedient Faith

2007-06-02T23:22:00.000+08:00

Habitudes was awesome! Felt tired but went for it and was refreshed during worship time. The beginning was fun and simply easy to identify as we go through each habitude as mentioned. For me, even though I left slightly earlier, I learned about 3 topics namely, the Iceberg, the Starving Baker and the Thermostat & Thermometer.

Kinda forgot what Jenn asked us to do. LOL! Supposed to do 2 or 3 things. Vaguely remembered about writing what we've learned today, what are we going to do about it (actions) and be accountable to someone. Hope this is the correct questions and tasks. I kinda understand the thermostat theory after being put on stage for prayer today. God is there during the service.

Before PSP, I was praying for service and what to pray, what to do when praying. I got a reply and simply to hold each other, forming a chain to signify unity. I thought it was crazy! At PSP, I questioned God and I ask, if I wanna ask the congregation to do it, then the Music Ministry should do it first before anyone since we are on stage. Bey happened to lead us and asked us to hold hands forming the circle. Praise God for confirming. Best of all, Sister Elaine also felt the same thing and it truly affirmed me and encouraged me a lot.

When Pastor Jenn shared about Obedient Faith, I realized that what I did was simply obey. Yes, it's not easy but submitting to God in total surrender, just for the prayer alone, was a leap of faith for me. I hope that I can listen as clearly each time I ask God a question or when I'm challenged.

Praise God for everything today. Bought two books from the conference and will be reading it and sharing it once I get started. Currently reading Experiencing God, God Songs (which should be finished last year), Master Plan of Evangelism and Boy Meets Girl. Soon, I'll read Mentoring and Habitudes (#1 - The Art of Self-Leadership) by Tim Elmore. It's gonna be fun.

It's rising up all around. Faith is rising.

Be Blessed!

Music Advance 2007 (May)

2007-05-31T23:41:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the Sonic Edge album launch and today is the Music Advance 2007! This was challenging as I woke up early after sleeping at 4am. Woke up for an early breakfast with Jesselene and Joycelin. We had our breakfast at Serene Centre McDonalds. Thereafter, we went straight to Jean's place. It was an easy trip via cab.

Though I had only a short 2 to 3 hour sleep, I'm surprised that I survived it all. The topic was timely for me to review my servanthood life. Many times, I thought I've 'reached' that stage but I seem to lose it once I 'reached' a certain stage in ministry and in life. Coz these things doesn't satisfy me except Jesus alone. While all these things ran through my mind, we had fun laughing at the skit that Tab and the team did. While we went through the activities conducted by Josh, all the memories came back. Especially when he asked about the washing of feet. When I knew the theme was servanthood, immediately, the thought of feet washing came in deeply. =)

In the afternoon, after the nice lunch prepared by Roy, our 'makan' I/C, we prepared for the Children's home visit. It was tough for me but I reminded myself why we are going there. Though I felt lost the minute I stepped in, I felt this peace and comfort that Jesus always assured me of. Don't be afraid, go to them. It's not easy for you, Jesus said. Then I tried. It became easier and easier. =)

As we headed back, it was a great thinking debrief and it challenged my thoughts. Soon, dinner came! It was buffet. LOL! Had a great time even after dinner as we had our usual games played during our relaxation moments. =)

As usual, let the pictures speak out loud. Will be posting them a few at a time. =)
*Might take some time to load. Will be posting bits by bits.*

Be Blessed!

Just A Surprise Ride!

2007-05-28T23:40:00.000+08:00

Strangely, today many things happened. First thing in the morning, I received a call from Rachel over Pfingo (IP Phone) and over Skype too. It's great to hear from her from a faraway land. Thereafter, my dad asked me whether I wanna use the car today. And here goes the story of blessing others.

Justin - Surprise!
*Completed his mission trip newsletter!*

Julia @ Justin's place
*As usual, Julia and her camera*

Chilling @ Juz's place

Photo Madness!

Called Justin to ask whether he had any plans tonight. Julia was free to chill but Justin had to finish up some work. Decided to send Justin back to base and picked Julia up for a ride to Justin's place. She had her favourite Ice Milo and I got to have a chill out ride with them. It's cool, isn't it? I believe that Justin and Julia were blessed tonight. They probably have lots to handle from now to mission trip.

My 'Try-Out' Egg Pasta

Alfredo Pasta, anyone?

LOL! Two layers of pasta!

Ready for consumption!

Oh yeah, I made myself some pasta today before all the surprise ride came. Btw, Justin didn't know that Julia was coming to pick him up and he got a surprise. LOL! And I spent the time today with great joy. At least, I got to chat with Rachel, I got the car, I got my song quite done up and to bless my two buddies a ride.

Thank You, Jesus! For everything You've done.

Be Blessed!

Chill Out with Pirates, MSG & Central

2007-05-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

Watched Pirates of the Caribbean with Justin, Elaine & Julian after prayer and lunch at church today. It was 3 hours long and we were sort of late for MSG. At MSG, Pastor Edwin shared about Daniel - Destiny. It was a tiring day as I had work during the week and started the day early.

Julia + Kenny + Justin @ Home Club

Us again..... Can see Juz already.

Julia + Kenny

Justin + Julia

Hilarious!

Enjoyed the movie and of course MSG too. Went to Central for dinner with Justin and Julia. Had a great and fun time with them as we shared our lives. Didn't know that Julia loves to take photos. Kinda scary at first. LOL! We really enjoyed our times sharing, chilling and relaxing while we mingled with the rest.

LOL! Julia in action.
Funny! =)

Bored!

Justin + Julia + Kenny
Thanks for the chill-laxing moment!

Sat by the riverside and enjoyed seeing the fireworks, lightning and boats passing by. =) Chill-laxing with Justin and Julia simply rocks! Suddenly, I miss Rachel! She must be enjoying her work at the Theme Park. Wonder what is she doing now? Probably starting a fresh, busy Sunday?

Oh yes! Photos for the day. Thanks Justin and Julia for filling up the later part of the day. Really appreciated and enjoyed it.

Be Blessed!

Happy Birthday, Peifen!

2007-05-24T22:54:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest little sister, Peifen!
Hope you love your strawberry shortcake!

Happy Birthday, Mei!

Be Blessed!

Safe & Sound @ L.A.

2007-05-19T10:32:00.000+08:00

Praise God for Rachel's safety. Yeah, she's strong! With Jesus around her, who can be against her? In any case, for the next few days, she'll be at L.A. Please continue to pray till she gets to her destination.

Stoning?

Welcome to United States of America!

Hello, everyone!

Waiting..... for the van?

This is where Rachel will stay for the next few days.

Just for an update, above are some photos at the airport. =) She's having loads of fun I guess. Look at my bestest friend's face..... she looks really tired. Hope she caught up with some rest after spending time out with many people for the week.

Be Blessed!

Send Off: Rachel's Work & Travel @ U.S

2007-05-17T18:37:00.000+08:00

Today, many of us sent Rachel off at the airport. If I can remember correctly, this is the first time in her life that she's going on a trip alone in a way or another. I remember that some time back, she didn't have many friends somehow and was quiet. After she checked in and went through the gates, she sent me a sms saying that everything seems so surreal.

As we gather..... Pastor Charissa crowned Rachel!

Precious Princess Rachel!

She really appreciate everyone's presence. I really appreciate it too. In fact, if the whole gang wasn't around, either one of us might just cry. LOL! For the past 2 weeks, we've been spending time together getting her stuff, preparing for this day. Finally, she's on the way to her experience and journey for 2.5 months. Recalling the times that she said that she didn't want to go for this trip coz she knew more people from COOS now and simply wanna stay here but this trip was arranged before knowing any of us in the start of this year.

Praying for Rachel

Joyful Moments!

In a way, I'm glad that she's away. It's simply a trial for us to endure and pray for each other's safety each day. Looking at her now, she's simply the blur girl I've always known. Always forget this, forget that. But as we help each other out, things always look better. With Jesus in this friendship, we simply find joy and simply love each other's company.

Group Photo!

The Big Gang of COOS Youth
*Wishing Rachel all the best!*

Rachel went with a cheerful, joyful and excited heart as she went in with her friend. Truly, I hope she will take a break from the busy Singapore to the new, unknown place which she will enjoy for this moment of time. It's going to be really exciting. Even for me, I'm going for ICT next month and she won't be able to catch me for a while too, at least 13 days.

Thanks to all of the people who came and send Rachel off. It's really a blessing to see so many people, encouraging her and letting her feel so loved.

Be Blessed!

Happenings!

2007-05-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

Been really busy with application of jobs, accompanying my bestest friend before she leaves for U.S. and also with church, family and the rest of the world. In fact, I'm still awake now and I'll probably let the pictures do the talking.

Cycling @ ECP on 11th May 2007

Gonna spend some quality time with God and soak into His presence now. More updates after I seek Him deeper.

Be Blessed!

Dinner @ Central

2007-05-13T01:22:00.000+08:00

On the way to Central, the 5 of us had a great time videoing Tabitha and took quite a few pics on the shaky bus. Justin was sick and I guess I got sick after him.

Managed to squeeze Tab out of the pic.
*LOL! Had fun!*

Overall, it was a pleasant dinner and great fellowship before catching bus 51 with Juz. He went back to base (DTS) and I went back home. Meeting mentors with Rachel later today. Better rest already. Playing the guitar for Cheryl at prayer later. Ciaoz!

Be Blessed!

Filled With Joy!

2007-05-05T23:50:00.000+08:00

I had the greatest time for the week, worshiping God through leading worship at segment/cluster meeting, playing for service today and I believe tomorrow will be another breakthrough at prayer@8:30am. Today, I felt a warm, hot, rash feeling on my ears and my body and I felt God's presence hovering the band. We were focused and all we want is Jesus.

At PSP, I felt God speaking to us and true enough, words spoken just blast my mind especially when God showed me about the Vine and the Branches. Even at segment worship, I felt His presence so strong that I simply surrender all my rights to Him. And as I worship today, I just simply feel His joy rushing all over my body.

After the service, felt encouraged as the debrief was awesome. LOL! The band really did well. Simply enjoyed the moments. Went to TCC with Chris and Justin. Enjoyed ourselves with great food, great fellowship and great sharing session! Give you a glimpse of what we had.

Justin & Chris

Enjoying our time @ T.C.C (Plaza Singapura)

Really enjoyed the presence of God and knowing that He's really near seems so exciting. Hope to really be able to see Him face to face someday. It's gonna be really challenging. That day will come.

Be Blessed!

Really Surprised!

2007-05-04T10:55:00.000+08:00

Finally, as I was chatting with Juz, I finished reading Surprised By The Voice Of God by Jack Deere. Next, I'm supposed to finish up God Songs. It's been lying around. LOL! At the end of the book Juz gave me last Nov, I realized that God loves to speak to all of us and it's really dependent on us whether we desire it.

My Birthday present Juz gave me last Nov.
It's been very useful!

At the end of the chapter, my heart just simply melt. It clearly relates about how much God loves each and everyone of us and that He desires to speak to us like any friend, companion, etc. Reading on, moving on, I boldly ask Him to speak to me and He does. Somehow, always been able to connect in a way or another. LOL!

Met up with Aure mei on Wednesday after her exams and we took some photos! LOL! As usual, it's just the cute, crazy little sis. =)

That's Aurelia!

Isn't she cool and cute? LOL!

Tired little me @ StarBucks

StarBucks @ HarbourFront

The ONGs

Preparing for tonight's segment meeting. Gonna be fun and I believe Jesus is gonna be pleased with us tonight. Come with a cheerful heart and rejoice!

Be Blessed!

MAC OS X or VISTA?

2007-05-02T09:27:00.000+08:00

MAC OS X or VISTA? You decide. Even for me, I didn't manage to try out Vista but I feel that I prefer MAC OS than Vista. Comparing to XP, Vista sets out to be as tougher in looks and security but I still prefer to use XP. Best of all, for Windows, I would rather use Windows 2000 than XP/Vista. Windows 2000 seemed to be better in terms of speed, reliability and administration.

Been using MAC for some time already and I enjoy using it. Guess it's due to the software and graphics capabilities. Besides that, I believe it's the powerful entertainment tools. LOL! I also managed to sync my E65 with it. That was amazing.

More news at:
http://asia.cnet.com/reviews/pcperipherals/0,39051168,62009711,00.htm

Till then, enjoy the following comic.

Be Blessed!

Overnight Prayer

2007-05-01T19:02:00.000+08:00

As we start to fast and pray for the entire month, it was good to start with the overnight prayer. This morning, many of the youths and adults came together to pray at COOS for 6 hours! I'm beginning to love this so much! All of us came together with ONE heart, soul and mind to pray for the agendas and hearing His voice.

What amazes me most were the thoughts that came right in my heart. The Father's heart for the people. His love for all His people, this generation, the youth, the children - The History Makers of this generation. Throughout the night, I was feeling unwell. I felt a voice telling me not to go but I went. By the morning, I recovered from my cold.

Thankfully, I went. Didn't miss any crucial parts. Heard His voice and the vision and verses were kinda cool. It didn't really make sense at first but I committed to the Lord. It was fun! Hope to have a 24 hour prayer session next time. And by then, I hope the youth have a chance to lead worship. Oh yeah, the adult worship team played really well! Hope we can learn from them.

Enjoyed the overnight prayer and restored. Hope everyone is enjoying it and recovering from any sadness and loneliness.

Be Blessed!

Still Listening..... Updates since last week.....

2007-04-25T23:22:00.000+08:00

While I'm still listening to that still small voice to guide me to my next step in life, I feel peaceful when the doors of school is still opening. But I would most likely step into the workforce esp in the area of teaching at ITE if everything goes well. Somehow, i feel peaceful whenever I think about it. Let's pray about it as I apply for it.

Updates since last entry..... Rachel was away and I had my good rest, working, etc. Best of all, last week was Chris's and Alina's birthday. We usually have a bigger celebration since their birthdays are very near. In fact, last year we went to Marche and this year, we had STEAMBOAT! It's kinda funny esp the process of booking it, etc.

Natassia

Cheryl

Cool Sweater, yeah?
Tass & Cheryl

Chris's Fake Present.

Isn't it a little round? Maybe not. LOL!

Chris & Alina must have been happy!!

Nevertheless, we enjoyed ourselves with the numbing spicy soup, tom yam and chicken soup! LOL! Had a fun time with the Music Min peeps. Especially the presents we prepared for them, it's like madness lor! Truly, it's really a fun thing to do once in a while to liven up the spirit.

Looks really HOT & SPICY!

Justin & Alina

Tass & Evie

Chris & Alina

Their birthday presents

Welcome to the BIG Family!

Had a great rest on Sunday after the madness on Saturday. Didn't feel well but after resting in the morning, it was great to meet up with my mum for lunch and spent the evening with my aunt and grandma. It's been a long time since I've seen my grandma.

Rach came home today and I really miss the laughter! Gonna have a fun time shopping and probably take a dozen more pictures than usual. Wonder what's Justin doing @ DTS. How about the MUGGING Ho Wai, Aurelia and Tina? Or even my dearest Gee Yean kor kor? Hope they are doing well.

Gotta pray for me. I suddenly felt terrible with my stomach. Must be the Japanese food I've consumed this few days. On Sunday, Tuesday and today..... I had Japanese food! Must be crazy lah. Anyway, besides these, I'll just want to rest to make sure I can shop till I drop with Rach.

Till then.....

Be Blessed!

Call From God! Rejoice!

2007-04-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

Happy B-Day (Baptism), Rachel! It's really great to have dinner with you and your family. 8 of us celebrated for Rachel and she must be really happy to have us around. We probably made her laugh at our surprises and crazy ideas. Hope you enjoyed it!

My Best Buddy, Justin!
Thanks for being always there for me =P

I've never heard God that clearly in some way and God is really working in the midst of the Music Ministry. Never a time did I ever confirm what God is really speaking to me about. Pastor Jenn released a word which appeared in my dream somewhat as I shared with her. Guan Wen played the song that I'm using for Prayer and Cell tomorrow and next Wed respectively. It's quite interesting. What blew me off was the sermon. I was telling God..... hope it's not the story of Jacob..... but it was! Hmmm, that really blew my mind away.

8 of us. Rachel's cell and Kenny.

Rachel with her cell.

Part of her gift. LOL!

Nevertheless, all these incidents taught me that God is really at work and I've no rights to doubt Him anymore. It's tough. I'll still go through the same struggles but I'll hold on to Him tightly and not let the circumstance take over but I'll take over and become an overcomer. Dinner was @ lemongrass at the Village Centre. It was a nice dinner and thanks Auntie Hazel for the nice dinner. It's an honour and privilege to celebrate for Rachel.

Really felt fresh now! Better go rest as I've to lead worship for prayer tomorrow. Lord, I ask for Your strength and anointing over the songs I've chosen. It's You whom we are worshipping. Love you, Jesus!

Be Blessed!

MIA!

2007-04-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

It's been quite sometime since I last blogged. I'm pretty busy lately especially last weekend. During the entire week, I had many things to do. SMU IST report - which is very much taxing since I seldom type report and it will only end on 13th April (Fri).

Last Friday, had an enjoyable time with my cell after Prayer Vigil. Remembering how God, the Father poured out His love by sending His beloved son to die on the cross made me remember many things that God had provided for me during RP days. Through that, I recalled and reminded myself to be faithful and trust Him always. It's tough but it's better to be with Him than elsewhere.

On Sat, the music team went for Youth Alive Conference and I've learned many things and recapture the purpose of serving. It was an awesome experience. Learning about how to engage the crowd and involve them during service. On Sun, the team visited C.C.R and had a great time serving them as we lead the worship time. It was definitely a time of fun, engaging and serving experience.

More to come. More of Jesus, less of us.

Be Blessed!